I need more (part 2 girl pov)
Master Angelo keeps me in his arms probably aware of the fact I might do something I regret. We both stand here and watch as she opens and closes her mouth in disbelief. She looks at me with disgust as if... she's better then me in every way and deserves him more then me. Oh how I would love to kick that fake pedestal she thinks she stand on out from under her. Her obnoxious high pitched voice shrieks out, "You reject me to be with the that thing!" Obviously mad at the fact she got rejected because of me. I look at her in disbelief, "I'm not the one you should be called a thing. Your trying so hard to seduce him but what you need to do is go fix your breath because your suffocating him. Just because you wear sleazing clothing and to much makeup doesn't mean your attractive." Not being able to contain my anger any further I grab Master Angelos arm pulling him off before I hit that woman. She has the nerve to degrade me like I am nothing but trash. I was raised to respect everyone no matter their social value. However I will not sit there and be looked down upon by a woman I who ceased to exist before a few minutes ago. Master Angelo pulls me into his chest probably in order to calm me down and stop me. "Where do you think your going?" I huff and start pacing back and forth trying to release my steam. Anywhere but here, I may be a "slave" but that woman can't even respect the fact that Master prefers dancing with me over her. I don't know why I'm so jealous and mad but I am because nobody can just leave me alone. Up until a few days ago my life was fine, now I'm here and I'm feeling all these emotions and I can't control myself. This is what my parents were protecting me from.... myself? "You realize you could've been hurt back there?" I look at him not in the mood to talk, "can we please leave I want to take a shower.." "Of course we can" he takes my hand and leads me to the carriage. I sit down and look out of the window just wanting to shower and be alone. I feel Master Angelo sir next to me which his uncommon unless he is about to pull something that embarrasses me. "Alexandra why did you behave like that back there?" I look down and answer him quietly. "I don't know why I did I just got mad." He takes his hand and lifts the hair up and out of my face. I involuntarily shiver at his touch, I'm not used to being touched in the ways he touches me. Out of the corner of my eye I see him lean in and he whispers, "you know I'm going to have to punish you for your behavior right?" I look up at him unable to conceal my fear, "I'm sorry Master Angelo, I'll do anything please don't hurt me." I didn't mean to upset him I just couldn't control myself... why can't people respect me I may not be the prettiest, the richest, or even Important to the higher class society but I'm still someone worthy of respect. "I won't hurt you Alexandra, your safe with me." During the ride home we're both silent, the sounds of the horses hooves against the rocky path echos throughout the carriage. I fiddle my fingers, what is he going to do to me. The sun is setting and I just want to shower and go to sleep. I'm starting to get hungry but I hope I can wait until tomorrow to feed, I don't want to bother him. The carriage comes to a stop, we are outside the mansion and my nerves start rising, what is he going to do? He looks at me with an evil smirk plastered on his face, why is he looking at me like that. He gets out of the carriage and doesn't wait for me, I quickly follow after him. The maid takes off his coat like always and he leads us up to the room without speaking. I'm thinking if he was bluffing about punishing me but I'm still scared, I have never been hit before by my parents or him. He sits on the bed and takes off his tux and I look away in respect for his privacy. I can't take the silence anymore and I finally ask the question that's been on my mind this whole time. "Um.. wha.. what are you going to do... to me master?" I manage to stutter out. He makes eye contact with me and smirks, "Oh you'll see, I will enjoy myself. Go ahead and shower. If you look in that drawer there," he points towards a drawer, "there were clothes brought up for you to wear." My eyes are wide from what he said and I just want to get away from him for a while. I hope he forgets about it while I'm in the shower. I quickly grab a white nightgown and undergarments out of the drawer and scurry to the bathroom. I strip out of my clothes and get in the shower quickly needing to relax. I'm overheating so I use cold water to cool off a bit. I need to relax he said he won't hurt me.. but people lie all the time. Can I really trust his word. I don't know if I can trust him but what I do know is I feel like I've known him for a long time. He's hiding things and I don't know what, one minute he seems flirty and the next minute he seems distant. I don't know how to handle him and everything else that happened. I haven't had much time to take it all in and it's overwhelming. I close my eyes trying to hold back tears. I shut out my thoughts and try to relax as the cold water runs down my body. I clean up and wash my hair making sure I smell good. I turn the water off, dry off, and slip on my undergarments. I look at myself in the mirror, looking at my body I wonder if maybe the woman was right. I am just average looking, I don't have huge curves but I have some, and I look so plain. I slip on the white silk nightgown, dry my hair off with the towel, and comb through my hair. My stomach rumbles and I feel my hunger hit me... I need his blood now. I walk out of the bathroom and find him laying down on the bed reading a book. I can't control my hunger anymore, as I look at him my eyes glaze over and hunger takes control of me. "Master... May I.. I'm hungry.." He gets up and starts walking towards me slowly, "Remember you need to be punished for being a bad girl." I shuffle my feet and instantly shut my mouth... he said he wouldn't hurt me but he never said he wouldn't starve me.... "Be a good girl and go sit on the bed." I do as he says just wanting to be fed. I had hoped he would've forgotten about the occurrence but it was a far fetched idea. Quietly I answer, "yes master." He walks up to me and pushes me back onto the bed, climbing on top of me he pins my hands down with his own. He looks deep into my eyes and I can't help but feel scared. "You've been a bad girl and bad girls get punished." I go to protest in order to somehow clear my name but he cuts me off, "Silence." I stare back into his eyes wondering what he is going to do to me. "Alexandra look at me in the eyes and don't look away. Every time you look away it adds 10 a minute wait until you can fulfill your hunger." I need to eat soon or I will hurt people in order to quench my thirst so I will do what he says. "Do you remember your past at all?" I keep my eyes focused on his as I suddenly feel a haze come over me, "Not really, I had a dream last night that a younger looking version of you, my parents, and I when I was younger, were together years ago and we were speaking but I couldn't make out any words. I want to remember but I can't." I can't control what I say... is this his power? Is he drawing the truth out of me? So he's trying to embarrass me like always.. or maybe he's trying to answer his own questions he has about me. Whatever it is he knows something about my past and I need to find out what. "Do you know about any of your powers?" "No I don't, my parents said they would show me but I only learned basics like the nail trick." Wait does he know how to get my powers to work? How much does he know about me? "Alexandra.. do you want me to drink your blood?" "...yes Master Angelo" oh my god he is trying to embarrass me! Great now he's going to think I'm some sort of perverted person. "Alexandra do you like when I touch you?" "Yes, I want you to touch me all over Master." Oh.. my.. god! I cannot believe I just said that to him! What if he throws me into the servants quarters.. or makes me starve because he doesn't want me to touch him? I watch his eyes widen probably shocked at my response. He closes his eyes and the trance like state wears off. He climbs off of me and my hunger kicks into full effect. I'm usually not this hungry but his blood is unlike anything I've tased before. My eyes are still glazed over and the only color I see is red. I hear his blood, I hear his heart beat, his veins begging for me to drink from them. One second I was on the bed the next I was on him and my fangs were deep in his neck. I feel his arms wrap around me and it only makes me thirstier. His hands fiddle with my hair, I moan at his touch and press my body abasing him. As I get full I slow down and pull my face away from his neck. I'm exhausted now that my stomach is full and I feel relaxed. I go to climb off of him but he tightens his grip on me. "Stay here, like this a little longer." My face heats up but I am confused as to why he wants me to stay on him. However I'd rather not be punished like that again so I comply. "Yes master", I say quietly to tired to speak. I lay my head of the nape of his neck and close my eyes. Why does he do this out of nowhere? Especially when he is hiding things from me? Did I know him when we were younger? What's up with his family? Why do I feel so drawn to him? I'm to tired to even think about this anymore. Stop thinking for once and just live in the moment. His skin is so soft against mine.. I just want to stay like this forever. His body envelopes me keeping me warm, I feel my surroundings start to fade out as I fall asleep on Master Angelo.
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I've been trying to update as much as I can but I never realized how time consuming this is lmaooo oopsss. My twin sister and I are celebrating our birthday on Sunday sooooo, I won't be updating much as I'm spending time with family. I hope you enjoy these chapter though!!