Bittersweet

:I want you to look me in the eyes when you do it, so if you so much as close your eyes for even 5 seconds, I will blow your fucking brains out. Start.

I stared at it, even if I put it in my mouth, what exactly am I supposed to do with it? Bite it? It's not like I know exactly what to do! So much for him not hurting me.

:What are you waiting for?

Sarah: I don't know.

How can I be so stupid? Of course, she wouldn't. Waiting for me like she did! What's wrong with me, this is her first in everything but not for me. I can't just stop being hard on her now that I have started it.

I grab into her hair hard and she grimaces from the pain. I'm sorry Sarah. After today it will be different I promise. I shoved my cock inside her mouth. Oh god.

:Fuck!

I know it was wrong from the start but everyone telling her I'm dead! I can't help it! Oh fuck it feels so fucking good to be inside her mouth. The heated saliva. The feeling overwhelmed me… I was just losing myself in fucking her mouth. She was choking and yet I didn't stop.

I forced her to make me cock go deeper inside her mouth and when she gagged I pulled out and did it again just to hear her gag on it. But she was no longer pushing me back. I felt like she surrender and oh fuck when I did again her eyes filled with watery tears.

I pulled out and pulled her up by her hair to me, I began kissing her. She was not happy with me, I could feel it. She didn't like this and I'm to blame. Baby sorry, I will do it more gently next time.

:I will never have enough of you Sarah.

Sarah: I have work, I must leave right now.

: Not if I have a say in it. Now do as I had told you but you refuse. Spread your legs.

She slowly moved her legs apart and I lifted her up to me, I fucked her onece more but even after… I was ready again as I put myself to stand on her own. I realized her legs were shaking and she tried to hide but she couldn't!

:Your day has just begun, take a shower, and come eat.

After another round of sex and he left me with a few words. I showered and left the bathroom. He was waiting on me. I looked over at him and he pointed me to the bed where three dresses are laying out, each colour of my favorite purple, burgundy, and navy blue.

I am holding back my smile right now, because I don't wish to give him the benefit of the doubt, for this is so wrong! I shouldn't even be here, what's the point in complaining if i can't even leave, at my own free will yet it was me who came here willingly.

:Are you not pleased?

Sarah: How can i? When I am being locked up…

By a psychopath I thought!

Sarah: By you.

:You can say it, you know? I know you only care about him and when he's coming back that is if he comes back. At least I am here and am alive.

That's what everyone keeps saying but i don't believe it, should i just give up? Liam, should I give up on you? What should I do?

Sarah: What do you want in return?

:Your honesty, your body, and to keep us a secret. And when I call you, you must always pick up.

Sarah: Let me get this straight, you want me to keep this a secret?

:Yes.

Sarah: Yet you want to call me whenever and i must pick up?

:Yes.

Sarah: Just tell me how exactly it will stay a secret if you're gonna call whenever you please.

:Hmmm, this is my number… Only you have it! You can call me whenever you feel please.

Sarah: I won't be calling you.

:We'll see, go get ready, you can leave after eating.

I pick up the burgundy dress and he walks to the sofa. I went to the bathroom and changed into the dress. No panties or brazier, I look in the mirror where I see lipstick written words.

:Look!

With an arrow pointing to the left.

I smiled. It's a bra but no pany. I leave the bathroom for the last time.

Sarah: Why are there no panties but there's a bra?

:Why? It's not like you like wearing one. Come and eat. Wait… Let your hair down…! Put it on the side...

He took a photo.

Sarah: Why?

:Why what?

Sarah: Why did you take my picture?

:Because I want to look at your face when you leave.

Sarah: Can I go?

:No, you haven't eaten.

Sarah: I am not hungry.

I am hungry but the faster I leave the better. He walked over to me and I took a step back, he held me by the waist, then he picked up a navy blue shade coat and put it on me…

: I won't force you to eat if you don't want to.

His voice became so sweet and soft, he put me to sit on the bed then he put on my heels for me and handed me my phone. Why is he being so charming all of sudden? He gets up and leans into me, putting his hands on the bed.

It was as if he wanted to kiss but he closed his eyes and then raised up. I grabbed his hand and stood up suddenly. He hugs me which feels so warm, and whispers in my ears.

:Delon is waiting for you.

That was it and then he let go and went to open the door for me. I leave and he closes the door, what the hell was that all about?... Just as I stepped off the elevator I received a text message.

:Thank you.

I smiled for some reason. Delon was waiting for me with the car door open, I sat down and he closed the door and went to his side.

Delon: Where to?

Sarah: Take me to my parents first, I need my car.

Delon: Okay.

One hour later!

Sarah: Thank you.

I leave with a smile. He leaves and I enter my parent's house, my mother is the first to greet me with a hug and an apology.

Mom: Sweetheart, about last night I'm sorry.

Sarah: It's okay, mom, but i'm feeling hungry though, fix me up a plate will you, please and thank you.

She left to go fix that plate I asked for.

Dad: Hey sweetie.

He kissed on the cheeks.

Sarah: Hi dad.

Dad: Where are you off dressing like this?

Sarah: Where else but work, dad.

Dad: Sweetie, you need to date someone you know? While other kid's parents have to tell their kids not to date, we have to be telling you to date, does that make any sense to you.

Sarah: Come on dad, let it go.

Mom: Leave her be, honey. She'll find someone soon so don't rush her.

Sarah: Okay, who are you and what did you do to my mom..?

We all smile.

Mom: I am giving you the space you need, that's all, come and eat.

I couldn't agree more, I went over with dad after we sat down. I began eating and we talked and laughed and they explained they're leaving the next day.