Marvel

HI I'm marvellous but you can call me marvel,out of billions of people around the world I thought I would have my own time to shine, but I realized later in life that reality can be unusually bitter." later in life meaning my early twenties", I know it's crazy I'm practically just starting my life at the age of twenty. I also thought so until I found out that I had no dream, goal,or any ambition, my paper was blank, I had nothing on it , and how is a girl to shine if she has none of these. I'm one out of those billions of people who wake up every morning to go to school, or maybe also every afternoons because I don't only have morning classes. Wait just so you know I don't sleep throughout I do wake up before the evening and afternoon classes just saying to make you understand that I am definitely not lazy , yes, definitely not really lazy..... OK maybe no one needed to know that.

So as I was saying I was one of those people that went to school but was always invisible to everyone even to those I call my friends, it was pretty sad being ignored and ridiculed sometimes,even by those I never thought would hurt me, and I always thought it was because I was fat yes, fat. or to put it In a nicer way" plus size" I stopped checking my weight when I reached 80 because I was just afraid that I had gained more. sometimes I do wonder why fat people are often ignored when we can practically be seen from a mile away. we are easily noticed in a crowd.

I just like to be truthful to myself sometimes but my mum calls it being pessimistic, but guys Isn't it better to just say it to yourself first, rather than someone saying it to you and hurting your feelings .My mum always tells me it's lack of self esteem that makes me think like that and i have to change and feel more confident in myself but I think it's all gum, all mothers say that because we are their children, if we were the ugliest people on earth they would still say we are the most beautiful , mothers are really the best.

I am an African precisely a Nigerian, I'm the oldest of three children in a family of five, female, twenty years old, I don't know how tall I am but i think I'm pretty tall maybe 6,4ft, black hair, brown eyes ,a colledge student studying human resource and it's my final year, and I think that is all I can say about me.To sum it all up my life and whole existence is pretty boring, but something I never thought could ever happen happened. i never ever imagined in my widest dreams this would happen to me. it was a big surprise to me but I had a hard time deciding if it was a blessing or not a blessing. which you all will understand soon.