Take it back
"Let go. " although I felt sad hearing her crying on my back because this is the first time I am hearing her crying ever and only remember her as a strong girl but think thinking again that I only know her from my previous memory and all I soon started ignoring that crying at that time my sadness went in the air as it got replaced by annoyances and anger how dare she?
"I won't let go. " she cried out in a broken tone as she shook behind my back and her body trembled for reason unknown to me but her grip to.my body became even firmer than before.
"I am not requesting you but this is an order from me. " I am not sure why but I can't seem to tolerate her and losing my calm I asked with a cold tone for the first time towards her and did the thing of ordering her instead of requesting her as I used to do towards her even if she was the maidservant of mine, however, she has never taken an order but I had always requested her if she can.
"No, I will not let go unless you tell me why? " she shook on my back with a stubborn tone and I didn't get to enjoy the softness on my back instead it felt worse than anything that touches me even worse than the sold Lava scale of Planet KGF in my previous life what is the worth of gold if it is not useable by any living beings when if the whole plant is made of gold it is worthless and so is her beauty and touch which is like acid to me now.
"What is it that you want to know? " I said with a serious tone after a sigh although I want to slap her away from me however she is the first love or the only love of the previous me.
"I want to know why did you leave me behind?
I want to know why did you find another girl when you have me?
I want to know why don't you look at me anymore?
I want to know why won't you smile at me anymore?
What have I done to describe this?
Why do you hate me now? " she said on and on as I hear her question without stopping I started feeling my anger boiling to the limit to the point I started laughing in anger.
"Hahahahaahahahaaaa~ " hearing my crazy laughter she finally went quiet as I started asking "Why, ????
Of all people, you are asking me.
Why???
This must be the craziest joke in the milliner.
You Want Me To Smile At You Right?
But can you tell me when have you smile at me from the day we first met? " hearing the angry outburst of mine she didn't reply to me and only tears fell on my back however ignoring it I continued "Never you have never smiled at me you had only smiled when I am not with you.
So I will always stay away and look at you from afar so you can be happy.
I had tried to make you smile all my life and to get only a cold response. "
"I…I... " came a reply with a shakey tone from behind and her hesitation made clear she has nothing to reply as I continued " Do you think I am a stupid clown who doesn't understand anything.
If you have so much resentment just say it and I will not bother you anymore.
Don't worry about me finding you for trouble when you are with Warren because if you need I will help you with him. "
"I… " I felt her body shaking upon my mention of Warren's name guess I didn't remember wrong and she was indeed dating that blond knock-off, when I pushed she tried to reply in a shocked tone but even after eating for a while nothing cane guess she is pretending thinking I am a huge fool and I need to finish when I started, if not I will never be able to finish so I continued with no more holding back "It's alright you don't need to explain anything I understand everything. " with that a deep sigh went out of my mouth as I closed my eyes for a moment before reopening them and tried to push her off me.
"What? " instead of letting go of my body she suddenly puts more pressure in her grip as if she wants to become a part of me and shouts out in some unknown surprise.
"You heard me I will let you be together with Warren and will never disturb you two. " I said with crazy laughter maybe my anger has gone over my head or it is no more there for I have calmed down a lot after saying my full and pushing her off me I continued not turning back to look at her face "So from now you don't need to be my maidservant and feel free to do whatever you want. " after which not giving her time for more explanation I walked inside the bathroom.
As I wanted to close the door I saw her stopping the door from closing with her hand although she is beautiful I don't care because all the Angels that used to serve me are on a scale no mortal can reach not even my Jean or Natasha and she as well so what I care about is not the outside appearance but inner beauty.
"What do you think you are doing? " I said with absolute word by word and I am not prepared to tolerate her more so I shouted angrily "Did you not hear me I said you don't need to work for me anymore and free to do as you please and I will support you in your relationship with Warren. "
"You take it back? " Sandra said with a chilly tone not letting go and I can see the door flame craking under her grip on it indicating how much hard she js holding to it and looking to her face I saw her looking at me with a blood-red eye after crying for so long and not caring about it I asked her with a confusion "What? "