1 (Prologue) Reminiscing

I've seen him again, and his with another girl that I know.

It's sad but I can't do anything because he doesn't even know me.

I've tried to forget him I even made a resolve to myself but yet the result is still him.

Whenever I see him, my body shiver.

I don't know the exact reason but I know that it's because of him.

I always look for him but when I found him I hide and go away.

I know I'm a fool.

I have so many questions in mind.

I can't express any of my feelings with anyone, I can only express it through writing.

I can't trust anyone because I don't want anyone to know about him.

I really want him but when I'm close to holding him I run away.

I feel sad for my heart that there's no freedom given from me.

Dear him, I want you but I can't have you.

I want to hold you but I can't.

I want you to know me, but I also don't want you to know me.

I feel sad for my first love.

I'm sorry, I'm a fool.