281 If you could keep my charms all reserved for you to look then … what would you do?

Taking her sweet time in the kitchen, Li Xue soon came to the door of the study room ready to knock the door. But as her fingers went to hit on the door, she halted, bracing herself internally.

"This Mr Beelzebub surely knows how to create havoc in my head. But why am I blaming him for this? It's my fault, not his. Can't I for once, rein my excessive doubts in my head? Always speaking my mind out without realizing that my words might hurt him too". She chided herself with some audible tone, knowing that there is no one around to hear her blabbering.

"Okay, Li Xue!" She finally cleared her mind, taking a deep breath in and then continued. "Stop condemning yourself over the past. Though the milk has already spilled, you can still try to save the remains of the pot and always refill it with a new one. There is nothing to cry over the chances you have already lost when you can always build new and better ones".