Chapter 275: Path of Words

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Because life can sometimes surprise you, have you ever wondered about that? most likely yes, at one point in your life you might have thought that what happened, you didn't expect it at all, it can be both good things, and bad things, I never paid attention to most of my surroundings, I only focused on my small and closed world, because that's the only thing that matters to me, a simple life is what I always had, I didn't have to look for it, I didn't have to strive for it, because I already had it, deep down, I am content with what I have, I don't need anything else, I have realized that I am not like the others, the way of thinking and wanting to be someone... I never had them. ...I never had them. Noda Ozuru, I was the only one in my class who did not know what to do in his life, you know that when you are studying about to finish everything, teachers make you a survey or a sheet to fill out what you want to do from here to the future, I was the only one who had not put anything for days on that sheet, because what I had I had already achieved, what I wanted I already had, but listening to the ambitions of my friends and classmates, how they shared their future that was not written yet, the truth I ignored it, I didn't care, I just turned my eyes to the sheet again, I had to put something, even if it was something small said my tutor, so I was really sincere in that sentence.

『I don't want to lose my current life』.

It's not an aspiration...at that time I wrote it sincerely, so as sincere as I am, I also ignore my own words, because that's the kind of life I want to get to have until the day I die. But that word resonated in my head, doesn't it happen to you that you are suddenly thinking about various things and one word caught your attention?

『(With that I'm going to die someday, well, what can you do, I'm going to continue with my simple life until it happens, for sure I won't even mind dying)』.

So I leaned back on my desk to take a snooze in the middle of class, since playing all night did leave me tired. But, now that I think about it, the word death has been very present everywhere, when I look at my phone, the only thing I can look at is the world news, I have a special section for it, I must want to be informed in case something happens, although after a while I don't care, the country where I live, is so peaceful that I'm used to be relaxed, a woman was assaulted? Poor thing, a fire just broke out in a fabric store, wow, there is a lot of smoke, a man was just run over, he flew several meters, someone was just killed to steal a cell phone, how low can a man fall? what is this, a natural phenomenon is destroying and destroying populations, nature is really dangerous, it is good that it has not happened here since that date, the water is really cold.

I always looked at them with various gestures, but in all of them there was always a calm and relaxed face, because I was not the one affected, I was simply a spectator of the misfortune of others, because that is what the news is, they inform you mostly of the bad luck that people can suffer, when I see the outside world, I like more the idea of a simple and quiet life, as I like my room.

The people who suffer always ask for something, it is always accompanied by the word death, which would be help me or save me, to see people begging for someone to appear or wanting to receive help, made me feel a bad feeling in my chest, but after a while I passed doing my things, it must be hard to lose everything, it must be hard to be at the end, it must be hard that little by little you show a side that you did not imagine, a bad day can change you, the truth is true, when I did not manage to pass a level of a game, I was upset all day, I know that is not very important, but for me it is, it gives me happiness to see that I managed to overcome something, we ourselves give value to things, so when I hear other people that what I do is not important, I simply agree with them, I prefer not to generate a discussion than anything else, because accepting what others say is the best solution to not mess with you, the values that my parents taught me if that is useful in these circumstances, I can become someone good in my life, it's simple right? To make that person happy.

But it doesn't solve anything, acting out of pity is very different from acting out of the same experience, in my mind there are still those people who claimed things "if you were in my shoes" you would understand, that was the phrase, you don't understand the seriousness of things if you don't live it in your own flesh, so are people who appear in the news, I don't know how it feels to be robbed, I don't know how it feels to be broken into your house, I don't know how it feels to lose everything, I don't know how it feels to be killed by a delinquent, I don't know what it feels like to go out of your home, I don't know what it feels like to lose everything, I don't know what it feels like to die for a delinquent, I don't know what it feels like to leave your house with the fear that something bad could happen, atrocities, natural disasters, terrorism, some chaotic accident, I don't know, for me it's just a momentary pain, actually I can even say that I don't care, because even if I try to do something, I can't, I'm not there, I don't have what it takes, you would have my moral support, but what good is that at this time, I feel that seeing things this way, is a contra to live in my small and quiet world.

『Dammit, we were close, why did that guy have to get in the way, hey, you can still move right? Who are you kidding, we know very well what you want and what you need, just look at you, this is how someone who is losing everything looks like, we are going to help you, cheer up, soon everything will be over and you will stop suffering, take that object that is lying and walk, it is at this moment more than ever, that you must do something for yourself, your only goal now is to keep going and going, until you find that person who will help you, little soul Ozuru, you don't want to keep suffering, do you?』

The demons and specters of Ozuru, had appeared in the middle of all the red dust, he was still without moving a muscle, he was in a trance thinking about how it was a moment of his life until now, is it because he is living it now? he did not blink, it seemed that he was looking at nothing, everyone wants a salvation at the end of their lives, this would be represented as most describe it, a light towards a happiness that will never be taken away from you, a white light for everyone, a red light for Ozuru.

He did not care what was happening to his surroundings, right now he was completely lost, he listened to how the noise was still going on, he disliked it, he just squinted his eyebrows, he could not stand this horrible place and that suffering, in his mind he only had one thought now, to be able to live whatever it takes, he would extend his hand to see that he could feel it, someone who from the first time he saw him he knew that he was the most suitable to save him, because of his slow way of walking and not saying a single word, he managed not to be caught by anyone that even when he managed to take with his own hand what he longed for so much, this same person was surprised, if it had been anyone else, he would already be dead.

『At last...I got you...』

Ozuru had grabbed Yushi's hand with his hand, the little sister was surprised and even afraid, as Cliston had congratulated her a while ago and even caressed her head, she had let her guard down so much because of the feeling that flooded her, that she failed to perceive that Ozuru was also heading towards that light. At first Yushi wanted to get out of Ozuru's grip, but when he looked at him closely, he felt sorry for him, the appearance he had was not healthy, having been beaten by many people before, the injuries he had, had turned into swelling and bleeding, not only his arm, but also his whole body was shaking from all the bad things he was suffering, his clothes were full of blood, his own blood, he was not dangerous, he was just a boy who came after Yushi.

『I want to ask you something...I'm not one to ask for things so please...don't reject me...for all you want.... don't reject me』

Ozuru squeezed Yushi's hand tightly, Yushi had almost no strength at all, all she managed to do was to get blood on Yushi's hand, as right now the little sister is sensitive, she would accept Ozuru's request above all things, as she only knows how to do one thing well, Yushi knows that, being able to do other things, especially that it helps people, would make her truly happy to accept it. With a lowered gaze Ozuru would swallow his nose snot, which at the end these same would drop drops of blood, they don't want more people to see him the way he ended up ending up.

『Please listen to me, how was my day』-『I woke up this morning like any other day, but this was a better day than the others, because there were no classes and that meant I had the whole day free for me, do the chores they let me, I always do them on the same day so I don't have to do them on Saturdays and Sundays, don't you think that's the best days of the week? Well it's only one, Saturday, because you can sleep late knowing that tomorrow there are no classes and on Friday you can stay up all night playing, that's what I did that day, I finished with my homework and I started to play for several hours, when I immerse myself in what I like, I'm not much to pay attention to other things, I even put on silent mode my cell phone to not listen to notifications or calls that I make, when I went to sleep, I had to get up early anyway, because with my friends we had agreed to meet at the Midori no Happa, we agreed days ago, but in reality, I wanted to continue lying in my bed and sleep more hours, I did not want to do anything this day, but still, I had to get ready and have breakfast early, we had already agreed, so I have to answer, although it was annoying at the beginning, the truth is that spending time with my friends is something very fun and makes me happy, but because of my carelessness that at that moment I checked my cell phone with low battery, I realized that my friends had agreed the night before to meet at one of their houses, I took it normal, it bothered me a little but it was my fault for not paying attention to the others, so when I was getting ready to leave, I had already started something that doesn't matter to me, I didn't understand why people had gathered, they were looking at something, it seemed, but I didn't care, I would continue with my business walking towards the exit, music is a perfect companion for anyone, I put on my headphones because they made so much noise, although my cell phone was off, I just didn't want to hear those noises, I don't know who is the one with the speakers, but I disliked that he talked so much. And when I least realized, the place where I was walking had already been wrapped in red smoke, I quickly thought "what kind of event is going on?" I could not look much, either because I was far away or the dust made my vision less, but I could still hear the noise that people made, in my room this did not happen, it bothered me a lot, so again I turned around and accelerated my pace so that they do not include me in their event that the mall is doing』.

Ozuru was commenting on his day, he was saying it in a calm and relaxed way, as if he was really him, Yushi noticed that Ozuru's hand was cold, shaking, he even looked pale, he even let go of Yushi to hug himself because he really started to feel a huge cold all over his body, Yushi would try to help him but he would interrupt him saying that if they better sit on the cement base that protects the Great Tree. When Ozuru was the first to sit down, he noticed that he had let go of Yushi's hand, this worried without saying a single word, he would look for Yushi who was in front of him, with a fear in his eyes this one would again extend his hand for him to take it, where Yushi would take it without opposing, when he noticed that he was given his hand, this drew a smile on Ozuru's face, he was really very happy.

『I knew it, you are a very good person Yushi, that's your name right? this should be the moment where I would be ashamed to say a girl's name, but I don't feel like it.... thank you so much for holding my hand *smiles*』-『Continuing, I was leaving the mall that if it wasn't for me taking my time, I feel like I would have been crushed by the steel doors that appeared at the exit, I was already fed up, whether or not they wanted me to pay attention to their event they were doing, that when I finally noticed, it wasn't like I thought, it was a dramatic change when you find out about things, I thought I would take it easy, I was sure of it, but before I knew it, I was already looking for a mask in all the red dust, I wanted to live, when I finally took one, I was so immersed that I didn't notice that a lady also wanted it, this was the first time I realized how I really am, I stayed still, my legs didn't want to move, I wanted to escape so I wouldn't see her looking at me anymore, I even looked at my legs, she was asking me to give her the mask, I was about to give it to her, I know I should give it to her, those are the values I was taught, but I ended up doing the opposite, I put it on when I saw that she was crying blood, my true self spoke, I escaped as much as possible to not be present anymore, in that immense world that I don't want to be in. I asked myself why "why did I do the opposite" "why didn't I give it to her" "why am I running away" "what will become of that lady" "why did I choose my life if when they tell me, I don't care" I was looking for a medicine in the pharmacy, as I don't know about those things, I ended up taking and injecting all of them, it tasted horrible, I wanted to vomit and cry, because I feel desperate, I want to live, that was the answer, I felt tired, I didn't want to do anything more, I already gave my best effort, I thought I should have ignored my friends and stayed at home. ...why...why did I have to get up when I didn't want to? ...this is not funny at all, when I left the pharmacy, I found that some masked guys were beating a girl who was defending an officer, a girl...seriously I am not able to distinguish between a girl and a boy? besides it's Cliston, if he was normal for sure I wouldn't even care what he does. ...but now...why didn't you do something, I'm ....*sigh* I didn't want to help him at that moment, I didn't want to get back into a world where I don't know what to do, but I guess I wanted to feel good after what I did, to see how a weak person was abused, I saw it many times and in all those times I didn't care about it. ...because now that I see him in person...I want to do something to help him...so I went in thinking it was ok, we managed to somehow scare them away from messing with us, but then it happened again, he asked me for help, why? why do I have to help you? I already did enough for you, you want more? why do you care about other people, you should only care about yourself, I really thought so, but anyway, I ended up agreeing to help him, if I had known he was an idiot, his plan was to make everyone believe the disease so they would stop, he is not an idiot is he? but I am more than knowing that even though it is a lousy idea, I decided to help him, the pains and aches came back with more strength, why, if I was already cured, why do they keep hurting me, I suggested to myself that I would be fine, the medicines are to cure, the more hours you play the better, the more achievements the better, the more medicines the better, but, in reality I was fine? Why didn't anyone realize I was suffering? an act? I see, if that must be it, I'm fine and if other people believe it, then that's good enough for me. And what was my reward for the good deed I was doing? I ONLY RECEIVED INSULTS AND BLOWS, THEY ARE A SHITTY PEOPLE WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT OUR HELP!!!!! THEY DESERVE THE WORST--------』

Ozuru at the end of his words was starting to take it out on everyone, but before he gets more upset, Yushi happened to caress his head with his free hand, this was enough for Ozuru to calm down and look up at Yushi again, she was worried about him, seeing this gesture towards him after everything he lived through, made her happy, Yushi is a person of few words, so she won't say anything else.

『Yes you are the angel I saw』.

Angel? Yushi didn't understand what Ozuru said, he looked down again to continue with his anecdote of today, how he came to the conclusion that he plans to do.

『When all those people were throwing insults at me and hitting me, I even managed to see again that lady I rejected before, her look was...like she didn't trust me, I didn't know the weight people have towards your person..... until I saw that you appeared, you defended me from the bad people with blows and anger in your eyes, I don't know how the others saw you, but what I saw in you was an angel, your feathers falling to the ground stained with blood, because my mind wanted to show me other things, you were making a massacre and spilling blood without flinching in order to protect me, when I saw you, I knew you would be the one to save me from my agony』-『I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to live, I wanted to stop suffering, my stomach wouldn't stop churning, my bones would shrink and feel cold, I even feel itchy on my back, it could be acne, hives, dandruff, I don't know. ...I don't want to look at him...the only thing I wanted to look at, was you, even though you were wearing that white dress as if saying you are someone pure, in reality I saw you as I know you are, a murderer』.

When that last word Ozuru said, Yushi stopped caressing her head, and even the grip she had, she trembled, this was noticed by Ozuru who turned to look at her from the corner of his eyes, the expression Yushi had at that moment, it was like she was afraid.

『An assassin disguised as an angel, my hope to be saved, you were the only one I could ask, but you pulled away from me, you went with people I don't know to interact, I didn't mind that, I don't care about your life, I only care about what you can offer me, but this wasn't over, the red dust came back and when a stranger was going to attack me, as if you would take care of me you were attentive and went to save me, I could see more clearly, his wings and your feathers on your back, I wanted to reach out, I wanted to ask you to help me, to save me, but the shots took you away from me, you asked me to take care of the children, to make them safe, of course, I understand, there is no reward without work, even if my body hurts and I am suffering inside, I have to make an effort to see you again, because I want to live, these children. ...I am not good with them, the first thing I thought was to leave them, if it had not been for you, although for sure my values would have tried to guide them.... I walked behind my back trying to resist the pains and when I least imagined it, the answer had come to me, a knife, I had in front of me a knife, it was strange, when I saw it the pains stopped, I did not feel anything anymore, I even felt much better since I woke up, if I take it...I can find my way myself... "are you sick"? Those were the 2 words that brought me back to my reality, I started to vomit all the medicines I took, I couldn't control myself, the pain that suppressed my body in those seconds, came back with intensity, the next thing I saw was a madman with a knife about to kill me "aahh...finally...here ends everything...". I had no strength, I couldn't defend myself, I didn't want to defend myself, it would look like a murder more than anything else, it's the best thing that can happen to me, but he stopped, and when I looked again he was going for the children, I didn't understand why, why are you going to kill them when you have me to my .... It's unfair, I can't do it by myself...I know I couldn't, if it had been, at the moment I saw the knife I wouldn't have hesitated to do it. ...but the boy who brought the knife, could do something that I could not, he threw himself against the madman to defend the children, even with fear, even trembling, he threw himself, does he want to die? why did he stop from fear, why am I forced to do something that I do not want to do.... I had 2 options, 1 would be to take the knife and stab the madman and 2, take the knife and with it defend him. I didn't take option 1, because if I did it, I would kill a person, and if I kill him, that person wouldn't kill me....So I took the knife and threw myself to use it as I heard against the glass, I was weak and that's why I let it go? I let it go on my own, when I looked up, I was happy, now if he was going to stab me, I shouldn't care about my life and it was always like that, I was ready for it to happen. But Cliston appeared and used his own arm to defend me....why...why again you take away what I want....let's get out of this....I was about to save myself...my life was about to get better and you take it away from me...why...why are you all like this.... I was upset, very upset from the inside, that even those demons went to hit Cliston even though I don't feel anything, now that, I lost hope of everything, my life that I wanted to save, was gone, because humanity does the opposite of what one really wants....who asked you for your help...who told you to save me...I just want to....live.....』

Yushi was already understanding where Ozuru was going with all his words, he was sweating and with fear in his eyes, but still he wouldn't let go of Ozuru for anything, even if he wants to, he must do everything contrary to what he learned from his family, if he is able to give someone hope, if he is able to help someone, Yushi will do everything in his power.

『So I ask you one thing Yushi, I want you to kill me please』.

Ozuru said it straight and clear, there was no doubt in his words, this for Yushi was like his whole world, instead of breaking down, only expanded more in his head, a world that he wants to be away from and not get involved anymore, with a trembling in his hands, Yushi would ask him of why he is asking such a thing.

『Why why? Because I am able to see things as they are, you know what these eyes are seeing? destruction, collapse, strange things happening, lines and figures that I don't understand, demons and specters... I already understood that I am not well, I was trying to deny it, I was giving myself a hard time...to be well.... it was something I knew I wasn't in the beginning...what I learned in my little world ended up leading me to this...I'm not capable of ending my own life, I'm not brave or cowardly enough to do it...I want to live...I don't know anymore, I just want to stop suffering...please...kill me...my angel of death』.

Ozuru was getting the talk, Yushi this because she was vulnerable she couldn't do anything, the little sister is to have strong feelings for many kinds of things, but for feelings that she is not used to like affection or being told to her face what she is doing, is something she can't counteract.

『My angel of death, you came to help me, look at your wings, they are stained with blood, they are soft that make you want to fall asleep in them and never wake up, so po----』

『That's enough, please...don't go on anymore...I'm no angel of death nor a murderer....I wouldn't do such a horrible thing as you say....murderers kill people without caring about anything, their looks are expressionless...I.... if I care a lot about everyone's life, I want everyone to live so I can live together with them, a normal life, that's what I want...why someone who doesn't care about the lives of others, would be calm living his days with normal people, it's just something you can't live with, after doing it, with what gesture you can talk to your friends』

『Why are you lying?』

These 2 were having a kind of delusion, where one was saying things as he thinks they are, he feels that he is telling the truth, that he sees the truth, his mind is already totally undone, how much he will be suffering so that from the beginning he wanted to live, so that now his salvation is to die.

『Everyone in this world sees the misfortune of others and what do we all do? we ignore it, do you believe that? I believed it, but in reality, again we do the opposite, we force ourselves to do the opposite, you don't know how many times I wanted to help those people in the fund.... You don't know how I would have liked to be there to at least tell them to their face that I will help them. ...even though I ignored them...I wanted to be able to do something for them.... the world does the opposite of what you think, if you say you are not a murderer, in reality you are, why are you telling on yourself? you are not doing anything wrong, you are helping people, you are helping me, it must feel good, right? that's what we were taught right? values and respect, mutual help, our little world forces us to only look at ourselves and not at the others, the ones who really suffer!!! sometimes I think I would like to share a little of their suffering if it helps them a little, to be in your shoes...I understand.... I'm sorry for not doing anything.... and you Yushi, I'm giving you the opportunity to help someone who needs it, it's the best thing in this situation, if I'm going to live this way, I'd rather die, do it and then go back to Cliston and act like an innocent, because I know that's what you really are, a murderer』.

『Please don't ask me to do something I don't want to do, I want to get away from that world, you don't have to keep telling me what I do, I know what I do...because if I don't do it...there will be other people who will do it...I prefer to take all the responsibility...as long as my friends are fine, that's enough』.

Yushi was crying, tears had started to fall from the little sister, Ozuru this was flinching at the girl's reaction, but what is this, she just made a woman cry, something she never thought she would do, why is she doing all this, why this day she is doing unthinkable things, a bad day can change anyone, depending on the magnitude of the person, for who is already used to it, it will be easier, but for who lived locked up, the experience can be very shocking.

『Your hands are already stained with blood, which is one more death of who asks you』-『I will ask you one last time, please kill me』.

When Yushi looked at her hand with which she caressed Ozuru's head, it was stained with blood, and it was not the tamarind, if not real blood, Yushi's head came memories that only she lived, what her family forced her to live because they were fed up with this world, living such a peaceful world where things go well, it was no fun at all if there is no difficulty.

『I...can't do it...sorry....』

Yushi squeezed his hand to not see his blood stained hand anymore, it was seconds of silence, where Ozuru was with his eyes down, but when he finally raised them to look at Yushi, Yushi was totally changed, his eyes were filled with blood bathing him completely, the sickness became real, Ozuru was crying real blood, from his nose likewise was coming out, his skin had turned yellow, he was a totally emaciated person.

『And I asked you not to reject me....』

Quickly Yushi felt a strong handshake, it was Ozuru who couldn't measure his strength, the medicines he took, also had its pros and cons, right now he has a little more strength from the adrenaline. Yushi was complaining about the pain he was feeling, where he would try to get away from Ozuru.

『You're an angel of death, you won't attack me if you're not in danger right?』

Ozuru with her other hand would try to grab Yushi's neck, who succeeded because of an oversight she had, with both hands now she would start to squeeze her tightly, who Yushi could only start crying without being able to oppose, maybe this would be the best, a person like her is more than ready for her final hour, after what she did and what she was forced to do, dying if she has the chance would be the best thing to do.

『(But if I die now...someone else will take my place...my sister would be able to....moreover...I want to know if what I feel in my chest is love or not)』

With his legs free, he managed to get them into Ozuru's arms and like a kind of scissors he opened them to free himself from the grip, he can't strike because right now he is too weak, if he suffers another blow to the head it could be deadly, so he would use a resource that he hasn't mastered it yet but he would use it anyway, Yushi would release his killer aura thus scaring Ozuru, he prepares his hands and Pam. ...he clapped his hands in front of Ozuru, instantly the young man stopped moving and stayed in the same place, this was a technique that only assassins could use. Yushi was weak, he was clutching his neck while trying to control his breathing.

『How can you scare someone to death, when he himself is the one asking for it』.

Ozuru didn't beat around the bush anymore, he took out his knife and threatened to cut Yushi's neck, this was an advantage for Ozuru, since the drugs also affected the nerves of the brain, thus managing not to be scared or affected by the technique. Ozuru was for real, he looked like a deranged guy, he had it in his hands to end Yushi's life, but Yushi only asked for one thing.

『Go ahead, kill me or I'll kill you, it's not that hard, you want to help right? I'm crying out to be helped, quick, give me what I deserve』.

『I couldn't kill someone who is a good person...now that I know you...I couldn't do it...you deserve to live more than anyone else from all you suffered』

『¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ YOU KILL ME I SAID!!!!!』

He was forcing holding her with his arm so that she can't make any movement, he was telling her that if she tried to do anything, then Ozuru would kill her without thinking, at that very moment the fans had been activated clearing the whole place, Jiro was the one who first observed what was happening in the Big Tree, and he shouted when he saw the scene.

『OYE LEAVE!!!!!』

Cliston also turned to look at what was going on, and simply couldn't believe what he was seeing, Ozuru had Yushi trapped with a knife to her neck, the little sister was crying, she simply couldn't comply with the request made to her.

『Please do it!!!!! I WANT YOU TO KILL ME!!!!』

Ozuru was screaming for them to kill him, this left everyone here confused, both the children, Jiro and especially Cliston, who knew nothing of why this was happening, also when the dust dispersed, the special people they had knocked down were gone, they had vanished as well.

『Calm down please Ozuru-san! Leave Yushi alone』

『Eh? then you're going to be the one to kill me? if so I'll leave her alone, besides, if it was you from the start along with all of us...why.... why didn't you do anything to help us!!!! You could have easily used your powers to save us all, don't tell me you were dating as a transvestite with your friend Yushi, I see, you both turn a blind eye, you ignore us to have a normal life, you are the ones who least deserve to have a normal life!!!』

Ozuru seems to be completely lost, he no longer looked like the kid from the beginning, the carefree, ignorant and relaxed one, now he was being rampant and talking as he pleased.

『You're right, I could have used my powers from the start, but, that's not the way I want to do things...I didn't think this problem would escalate this much...it was my fault, I'm sorry』.

『What's the use of apologies if we've already lived through the bad stuff...you should have just done your duty, none of this would have happened, I wouldn't be wishing for this...』

『But I don't understand Ozuru-san, you wanted to live no matter what, I promised you that I would save you, how come you are asking to be killed』.

『Hey, you don't know what words to say...like you don't understand, talking to you is talking to an indifferent person really』-『You want to know how I ended up like this? Well, because these people, this country, taught me that it doesn't matter if you follow their values or teachings, it's useless to be good at everything, if you make a mistake and everyone criticizes you for it, I only did the right thing, not because I really wanted to do it, but out of obligation, for peace and relaxation, I learned that if you do what others tell you, If they ask me to do my homework I do it, if they ask me to wash the dishes I do it, if they ask me to work I do it, if they tell me something I have to do it because those are our values, help, respect, be gentle, honest, kind, all my life was like that and I have done well, but for a moment when I focus only on myself rather than on others, I am accused of the worst. ...what kind of country we live in...I think that a lot of peace has made us more sensitive to bad things...I feel like getting even and doing bad things myself...nobody pays attention to others.... my life...everyone has rejected me.... but I care a lot...or I used to care!!!! They have turned me into this!!! I don't stop suffering, if everything is solved, I know that my next days will be on a stretcher, I won't be able to recover my quiet life, I didn't aspire to a life of luxury, I only aspired to a comfortable and quiet life, not even that I can have...then I don't want to live, that's why I'm asking Yushi to kill me, why kill myself...I couldn't...I can't...I value my life...that's why I need someone who doesn't see it that way...and who better than one....than your friend』

Ozuru was being with his new self, a version of him, of despair, of venting, he is invaded by so many feelings that came all at once that he can't process them all, that feeling when something bad happens to us and we want no matter the method, for it all to end. Yushi stared at Ozuru, who Ozuru would look at him sideways, he found out that Yushi is a murderer, but there is no need for others else to know.

『(If you want to live hiding it, then I won't tell, you want a quiet life, you want to get away from that blood stained world that even one day your wings will be too, and I'm here, being the only person asking you to kill him, I didn't know I could be so despicable to myself, but I'm sorry, people don't act if there is no real danger, I'm sorry for all the things I said to you, it was going to be you at first, but I see you can't stand it anymore, so now that I see him not able to decide, let it be him who I make a way for, come Cliston, and save your friend, take the way of a hero)』-『Ya dedici! !! If you don't want to kill me, then I'll kill you and then I'll kill myself!!!! So I won't have to bear the guilt of having killed someone (I know I would never be able to)』

Shouting it with all his strength and even with the edge of the knife he made Yushi's neck bleed a little, Cliston who could only watch, saw that there was no other way, his friend was about to die, there was no one else here who could help, only he was the only one who could do it. Jiro felt a breeze coming from behind him, looking back, he noticed that it was Cliston who was frustrated, as if wanting not to do it anyway.

『(Yushi is in danger...I have to save her...but why...Ozuru...I told you I was going to save you and you ask to be killed...so bad was my action...if only I had taken it seriously from the beginning, this wouldn't have happened...that's why I say that I'm not fit to be a hero, my head just doesn't know what to do...)』

He still didn't pass his God Form, but he was giving off a wind from it, it even looked like a purple aura coming out of it, when this was seen by Ozuru, he was happy, he will finally use his powers to stop it, this is an ending he never thought he would see, it would become the first step for Cliston to become a hero and be aware that even in a peaceful country, it can be a ticking time bomb. While Yushi, looked sadly at her friend, she clenched her fists, just like she said, if she doesn't do it, someone else will have to do it, let it be Cliston who does it...she doesn't want it to happen...the grip became weaker, it's risky but if done properly, it could be Yushi who ends Ozuru's life.

『(This reminds me of what happened with Yashiro, when I was possessed and they called me God, I remember how I was absorbing the life of a being, but seeing that I was going to kill her, Yashiro showed himself from his hiding place to save her, he also went through the same thing, he tried to endure it but in the end he threw himself...his gesture I remember, it was of will go completely...me too...should I see it that way to Ozuru?)』

When Cliston happened to look at Ozuru and Yushi, the little sister understood, Cliston's gesture was of not wanting to do it, he was sorry and sad, then Yushi was biting her lips because of the frustration she felt, her friend really didn't want to do it, Yushi is already used to it, just like Ozuru said, one more shouldn't affect her, Yushi was already decided on who she will be the one to take Ozuru's life.

『(My friend's life is in danger, I care a lot, so I also won't hesitate at the last second, I will be so fast to save her)』.

『(Finally, the wind became more violent, in the end I failed to find my way, I was going back and forth, but at least my death will serve for this guy to help all the people I always watched on the news, I'm not able to do anything, but you are, if I had your powers, I wouldn't have hesitated to do the right thing)I'm going to kill her!!!!! If you don't come it's all over!!!』

The last push, Ozuru first looked calmly and relaxed at Cliston, he could see him like this, how he felt his death near, all the pains and hallucinations disappeared, his body and mind wished for death, but his soul and himself didn't want himself to be killed, he had to fake his sudden acting, after all he was told that he is very good at acting, Ozuru raised the knife in symbolism to stab Yushi's heart, where this was the time for the 2 of them to act.

『Yushi!!!』

Cliston repressed would try to pass to his God Form, releasing a strong gale of wind all over the place, that even Jiro had to hold on to something to not get blown away because of how small he was, while Yushi, didn't wait for Ozuru to raise the knife, so he would prepare to deliver a fatal blow to Ozuru. The boy closed his eyes to resist the strong wind while only preparing to receive Cliston's fatal blow.

『Come!!!!』

But unbeknownst to anyone, it would be neither Cliston nor Yushi who would deliver the blow to Ozuru, but after the gale of wind passed, a person had appeared behind Ozuru that neither he nor anyone else imagined, was preparing to deliver a strong kick.

『What are you doing to my little sister!!!!!』

PAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was Lys who had appeared giving a strong kick to Ozuru's head, he received a strong impact that sent him flying to the ground, this left confused both Yushi who did not have time to prepare his deadly blow, and Cliston who had not yet passed to his God Form, only both could see how out of nowhere Lys had appeared for everyone's help.

『If you ever touch my Yushi again!!!!. I'll kill you!!!』

Looks like the message that it was already coming, came true.

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