1 Eonni

The break up....

--why are you making it so hard for the both of us! huh!?

why can't you just choose "US" choose me!!

**paused**

""please~~~ (sob) --she slowly kneeled--- ah-I'm begging you...I- I just can't..(tears continuesly flows on her cheeks while looking up)

''listen...(fighting back her tears) don't get this all wrong,, what we have is merely an intimate connection-(a feeling that I never felt before)-- you can't be too serious~~ were still young and we still have a lot ahead of us,,

--yes were both happy but I've given enough time for you and for~~'' this'',(pointing lisa and her) whatever what we have-- you can still meet a lot of people and maybe find someone that is better that me..

(please don't)

""NO! your the only one I want.. and I know whats happenning around me and what I feel for you is real-

'''I.LOVE.YOU""!

(I love you too)---please~~ I'm the one begging you now,, let this go-

I think this is enough,, its time for you to give me what I want..

(i want you)

"'but your asking for too much,,.what you want is to get out of my life~~

""I need this-- its for the better,, a-and I know you need this too--

""but your all that I need""

(only legends will know where this lines came from.. ehhee!)

-- with that jennie broke into tears,, but turn her back to lisa to keep it all by her self--

JENNIE"S MIND:

--if only you are not my student and I am not your tutor ,,

--if only your not my mentor's daughter--

--if only we are on the right age--

I would scream on the top of my lungs how much I love you more than you know- but I can't.. I don't have spine to hold you tight..

--if only I'm brave enough--

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PRESENT DAY:

JENNEIS POV:

-that again~~even how many times I replay it on my head it doesn't gets blury..

its been 7 years... 7 years of longing.. missing her...regrets..and .heartbreak,,

will she be able to forgive me??.. shaackss this is the first day I will start my career.. and its not even official yet,, but I'm already stressed--haaayyss/

-stressing myself out,, when my phone rung--

JENNIE: hello sir?

MR M: I told you stop calling me sir... I want to meet you at dinner,,

JENNIE: uhm.. si-dad,,, (clears throat) is it gonna be just two of us??

MR M: hmmm supposed to be... why are you expecting someone??

JENNIE: DAD.....

MR M: she's still in paris and be back this evening,, I will have to ask you a favor too,,

JENNIE: what is it dad?

MR M: lets talk over dinner,, okay ,,

JENNIE: okay dad bye~~

-I already have an Idea what's going to be his favor is.. its about lisa,, his been filling me out with information,, I came to understand why he have to split us apart,, but lisa took it in a hard way,, and I know its all my fault,, I should have explained the real deal why we have to broke up.. the thing is I broke her in a way that she have to change,, her father said after I left she's been into places where she don't usually go and even her grades keeps failling,, and then 3 years ago she got a car accident,, I badly wanna go home to make sure she's fine,, but her father was right its not the right time so I have to keep it all inside and wait,,

--she had recovered but as per her father she seems to be a whole new diff person,, and the closeness that they had was gone ..from what I heard she's been doing great on her studies which is good,, the thing is they said she became a cold person.

I want to see her smile again,, hope its not too late..

MEANWHILE

AT A RESTAURANT IN PARIS

LISA: (holding a girls hand) -babe I have to tell you something--

GIRL: what is it babe?

LISA: your beautiful,, talented and smart,, no one will dare ignore you..

GIRL: uhhhh.. your so sweet babe~~

LISA: but---- I think your too perfect for me...(sad face),, so I have to let you go,,,

GIRL: what do you mean???(looking confused)

LISA: I'm breaking up with you--

GIRL: (stunned) wa-what??

--lisa stand up and planted a kiss to the girls forehead..

""have a good life""

then left the place--

AT THE PARKING LOT

LISA POV:

--yeah~~ that's right you should have a good life. don't let the feeling you have for me ruin you like what it did to me.. nothing stay's forever,, especialy love.. true love is just a joke,,

--everyone in this world will hurt you and you'll be surprise that those people who promised to keep the smile on your face are the same person who will put tears to your eye's..

-been there~~

-done that~~

-and will ''never'' do it again~~

-as soon as she enters where she lived a phone call catches her attention-

LISA: yes, hello father...

MR. M OTP: (sigh) when will you start calling me ""dad'' again lalisa??

LISA: get to the point father...

MR. M: fine~~ I need you to be here this evening as we talked about we have an important meeting and announcement--

LISA: is that... 'that'' important for me to be there???

MR. M: ''yes'' so be here this evening,, this is not a request ''lalisa manoban'', am I making myself clear?

LISA: yes father~~~

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JENNIE'S POV

-the car just parked infront of manoban's mansion.. the house where it all started,,

'''welcome back to me~~~

-slowly taking my steps towards the door when it opens couple of maids greeted me.

MAIDS: ''welcome back miss kim''(bow)

-''right~~ I was officially became a member of the family,, I am walking ahead to my old room when the maid call out for me..

""miss kim.. sorry but Mr.M instructed us to move you belongings to the room next to miss lisa,, he said that will be your new room,.

-I don't know if I would be happy or what,, is he trying to play as a cupid...?? I still don't know what to do if we see each other later,, am I ready to accept whatever she will throw at me,, or will she even look at me...

-I slowly taking my steps,, I'm not sure if its the gravity but it feels like my feet's too heavy, every corner of this house reminds me of lisa and our memories,, its all over this house,,

--the day that I saw her sitting at the couch when her father first bring me here,.

-her mother just died a month before we meet and her father explained that after the incident she hardly talk and even have to force her to just eat,, couple days passed but she wont even look at me.. until the day I became an orphan..

-her father took me in ---

FLASHBACK-

--jennie is at the garden holding her mothers picture with swollen eyes.. when another presence catches her attention. and speaks

LISA: It hurts right~~

JENNIE: (looked at her side) It does~~~ but I can't keep on crying..

LISA: why not?? your hurting. you should keep crying until it will go away~~

JENNIE: it wont go away if you keep on remembering the hurt,, let them go,, and remember the happy memories,, because you know ~~ they said ,, everytime you cry over them,, the people you love will cry too..

LISA: really?? so~~~ how to move on?

JENNIE: let go-- you have to let them go.. live your life coz that's what they want you to do. (smile)

LISA: I'll try..(stands up and walk away)

-jennie looked at lisa amazed because thats the first time she talked to her,,

JENNIE: uhh lisa!! (jennie called out) I uhh.. I can help you.. or you can talk to me..

-lisa turn her head and just look back at jennie. then continue to walk..

END of FLASHBACK

JENNIE'S POV:

-getting close to my new room.. seems like gravity my feet are getting heavy,, and like on cue I stopped at lisa's room..

I have the urge to in and see if alot has change,, maybe she already throw everything that reminds her of me.. but part of my brain saying,, she might have kept it,,

--my eye's start on getting teary.. this place is where we build our relationship.... relationship that I destroy..

-taking my moment,,, a loud voice startled me..

ROSE: JENNIE!!!! (waving her hand from downstairs)

JENNIE: roseanne!! you are still very noisy~~(giggles)

-I went back down the living room, and as soon as I get to cloe to her, she tuckled me,,

ROSE: ohhh myy ghaaad!! (hugging jennie) I miss you so much jenjen!! .

JENNIE: I miss you too chipmunk!!(smiles)

ROSE: soooo~~~ 7 years,, wow! look at you... do you already have a husband??

JENNIE: (shaking her head) nope...

ROSE: boyfriend???

JENNIE: (shaking her head) hmmmmm..

ROSE: (gasp) don't tell me!!! is it still her??

JENNIE: its always her chipmunk,, nothing was changed,

ROSE: well you haven't change,, what about her? is it still you for her?..

JENNIE: (sits on the couch) honestly... I don't know.. I hope so... but~~ after what I've done to her.. I know it will be a struggle.. but I will make it happen..

ROSE: that's the spirit! .. you have to keep it up.. beeeeecause~~

(showing her phone) she's back..

JENNIE: lisaa~~(looking intently at the phone)

FF

-rose and I has been catching up with our life and she's been giving me advices how to make things okay between me and lisa.. when I noticed that maids are gathering at the front door,, a sudden chill I felt then rose stands up and hug a tall blood girl with familiar eye's looking at me,

ROSE: LISAAAA!!! OMG!! you look hot and cool!! (turn her head to jennie)

LISA: yeah.. not so bad yourself chipmunk..(smile)

-after rose releases lisa from her embrace she drag lisa near jennie that is still not moving while staring at lisa.

LISA: how are you....""JENNIE EONNI""

-jennie frawn her brows,,

JENNIE: EONNI????

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