1 Lost in the Chaos

Siren of ambulance and police van, all the hospital full loaded with guards and people all around shouting and crying, the president is worried seated on the bench with his hand joined as if praying, and all the people's eyes on only one channel news, all were afraid of what happened or just were indurated in seeing someone losing, but its not the first time i am losing, not the first time when i lost a race, usually i won every but the last changed everything, the race were i lost her, where i meant her everything and one the odds were too high and my luck surpass my hard work and my mind and maybe my GOD or maybe god also cried that day was if he recalled when he being the almighty lost their beloved ones. 

There was my care case lying on the stretcher , with some brilliant doctor of the world around me expecting the body to be allied again, a friend who was mad at what I did, and there was she sitting next to me in blood, and god promise, if she called me, I would have come, but no, it's better to get merged in silence, in letting the eyes keep closed, but I will be awakened in some chaos in some Milk City to die again for her, to get mad in love, to make myself for her.

I have some time, so let me tell you my story....