Chapter 1

Apollo is walking to his school. He was a first year college boy and his only 19 year's old. Apollo amazes people time and time again with his incredible mind and way of thinking. He may be a total nerd, but he's charming and complex, everyone likes him because of his smart and kind nature. All his friends at school are counting on him because of his alertness and he can't say no, of course for apollo all his friends is a family to him. he is a broken family boy.. he has never experienced love or felt the affection of love of a family, that's why with friends he finds real happiness and love. As he was walking towards school suddenly one of his friends approached.

pollo!

hey..

you look handsome today? haha

shut up.. tell me what is it again..

i just want you to know your so handsome today.. hahaha

you are really crazy.. i know you want something again..

haha.. okay, ahm actually.. i want you to make my project in physics.. will you help me my friend? hehe

i know it. so when is the deadline?

later in the afternoon hehe

what?!

why only right now?! if you said it earlier i already finish that. f*ck.

wow.. swearing early in the morning.

allan are you dumb? later will be the deadline but you just said it to me right now? how can i make that project.. what am i? a robot?

i just want you to help me pollo.. but i guess you don't want to.

it's not that i don't want to help you.. is just that.. like how am i can make it..

im sorry. Im so busy these days i was focusing my basketball.. you know my coach apollo.

you always do your basketball.. you don't have a time for your studies..

come on apollo.. are you gonna help me or not??

ughhh.. okay.. okay.. i will help you.

really?? thank god! your the best man!

yeah..

i love you bro!

gay.

hey! im only gay for you hehe

shut up!

haha give me a kiss! come on! haha

stop it! haha

as they walk apollo and allan they reach the gate and up to their classroom. Apollo sees Janice as his girlbestfriend, He has been this friend for 5 years from his junior and senior high school so they are very close to each other. Apollo can't really help but stare at janice, she was so beautiful yet she only saw him as a brother , in apollo's mind he couldn't help but ask why not himt? why can't janice see that apollo loves her very much not only as a friend but as a woman. Until he realizes that janice is approaching him.. his heart started beating as if he was shocked and this is why he turned pale .. Janice was already in front of him.

Apollo? janice call him.

hey pollo. said allan.

ah..

bro? are you okay?

what.. apollo look at allan then he looked at janice.

are you sick apollo? janice ask him.

yes. im okay.. smile at janice.

are you sure bro? allan ask for making sure.

really.. im fine.. can you just go there allan.. haha while tapping his arm.

then allan understood what he mean.

it's really fun to see you allan.. apollo haha you really guys are friends because you guy's both have a brain defect. janice laugh and apollo laugh with her too.

allan suddenly fell silent when janice said that, then apollo was staring at her again. He can't stop starring at her. until janice noticed how apollo was staring at her, janice knows that apollo has feelings for her but she just ignores it because she can't really get to like apollo. Apollo also knows that Janice will never like him no matter what he does or effort he does.. it's really hard to connect on a deeper level they had right now, that's why apollo just stare at her everyday, he can no longer surpass what they have now. For apollo.. admire is just enough.

The class started.

the class started, even in the class apollo can't stop thingking about janice. she was his inspiration, that's why apollo loves to go to school.. and apollo suddenly remembered why allan's expression suddenly changed earlier.. when janice mentioned their friendship. Apollo just ignored that because he knew they had no problem with each other. While apollo was writing, he suddenly received a text from janice.

*Apollo let's talk later during recess.

- Janice*

Apollo wonders what they will talk about ..he didn't know but after their class he went to janice right away, While apollo was waiting outside her classroom, janice glance at apollo for a sec but.. she had an expression of something she must tell and it make her sad just looking at apollo, but apollo just smile at her ..even apollo notice something was wrong at her. After that, they left and go to the 4thfloor where the classrooms are not yet in used. Then Apollo was waiting ..he doesn't know why they have to talk .. what he knows is that they are okay, there is no problem with them, Janice was thinking if she must tell this to apollo..it seems that her conscience can't take it if she didn't tell this to apollo, apollo just stares at janice he gives her time to think carefully about what she had to say ..even apollo .. is afraid of whatever janice will say to him. Then apollo started to think maybe janice already liked him? maybe janice has already seen that apollo is what she wants ..all apollo thinks that it is possible that janice will tell him but he is preceded by nervousness and he can't control the emotions he feels.. In his thoughts, he is happy, how happy he can that be when janice will says that to him that she liked him too.

apollo ..

Im inlove with allan and were dating.

Apollo couldn't believe what he heard .. his world seemed to collapse at that time. He doesn't know what to say .. but his heart knows what pain he felt and the reason that caused the pain. To all men she can be inlove why his beloved friend? his best friend betrayed him, he knows he can't call him a traitor because janice didn't love him back or even fell in love with him, but this is what his heart says and he feels. He can't understand why allan did it .. and allan knows how much he like janice and how apollo love her .. apollo told his feelings to allan because he thought allan understand him. Then .. Apollo can't stand it anymore.

what are you saying..ja .. janice ..

allan and me are dating.

How .. how can you easily say that to me ..

I like him.

Why are you saying that to me?

I know if you like me.

But allan is my friend?!!

We are friends too!!

but .. you know .. I like you ..

I do not like you apollo i only sees you as a brother.

that's unfair janice .. i .. really .. love you janice ..

apollo seemed to be crying at what he said. Apollo looked at her with a broken heart face .. janice knows that apollo was really hurt by what she said but she really can't get over their friendship. Janice just left after that .. she just wants apollo to know that it's not him she wants but allan. Apollo was left stunned that he could not understand what will he feel..he feel pain or hatred and anger .. he loves janice very much and of all his troops allan is his closes friend.

Apollo came in to their room then allan saw it but he didn't approach him because he knew that apollo already know that they were started dating. Apollo sat down very sad .. that time all he could think about was going home. While apollo was thinking about what janice was saying earlier, their professor suddenly came in and approached him. The professor expression was so mad, it has papers, then the professor was infrot of him who was really angry with him, apollo didn't react immediately when he suddenly threw the papers in his face ..and everyone was surprised.

Mr. Relacion!

... si..sir?

You cheater!

che-cheater..?

Don't pretend to be innocent! i know already why all your scores are high! because you cheated! what kind of student are you ?? you can deceive all the teachers here but not me!

sir?! i didn't cheat!

you didn't? what's this?? is this fake?

The professor give him the paper's where thrown on the floor. Then apollo look at it. He recognize the writings.. he looked at allan. Allan just stared at him as if he don't knew what was happening. He knows allan writing and only the name was change and write his name on it.

sir? it's not mine .. even if you compare it to my others writing papers .. it's different .. the teacher stop him what he was about to say.

what are you saying Mr. Relacion? someone saw you enter my office!

I didn't go in! . He insists.

their is a witness.

what? .. sir ..

Mr. allan Francisco.

sir.

did you see apollo relacion enter my office?

yes sir.

when did you see and what time did you see?

yesterday afternoon exactly 3:48 pm.

see? now who's lying Mr. Relacion?

Why does he believe allan more .. apollo asked himself after he looked at his classmates .. All their faces seemed to be disappointed and angry with him. He could not believe what he heard from allan. Why was he able to do that to him .. he knew he didn't do that and he know who was lying. Allan just stared at him as if he don't know it. All his classmates couldn't believe what they heard and they believed more in what allan said .. What allan did to him was more painful as if he had been killed at those times. Because of that, Apollo got detention for 3 months. Because of what happened, he seemed to have lost the point of going to school.

He had depression and also anxiety in people. Everyone he know is known him as a cheater. Then apollo began to get drunk, smoke weed and had friends with who has a bad habits as him. When he gets drunk he always has an enemy, punch there, punch here. Until there is only chaos in his life. Janice calls and texts him but he ignores it, he can no longer feel his liking or love for Janice, for him Janice no longer exists. Apollo began to go to school once a week. He doesn't like to go to school anymore. During those times he had no one to approach .. because everyone he wanted to approach .. has avoided him and all his friends left him.

Second year of college. He got a tattoo on his chest. He didn't just know how to smoke, but he also knew how to smoke weed, and he sold illegal items on their campus. He also becomes a playboy. He makes girls fall in love with him, when he is tired he will leave them, then find another target. It's easy to get girls as long is it Apollo , he can get the women he wants. Because He knows exactly what to say to a woman, "All women don't say no to him" so that's why Apollo does not feel lacking at all. He knows his games very well.