Chapter 1

"I hate you!!" I screamed tears welled up in my eyes. Everything was blurry even her face. Whenever I looked at her she was smiling, now her face is like a stone. Her eyes don't look like the ones I knew, they're not warm, they're soulless. I shout at her again, "How could you do this to me after everything we've been through?" She looks at me like I mean nothing to her. "That's life Camila, come to terms with it." She said with a smirk on her face, her voice was so dark and cold that a chill ran down my spine.

"Why, why are you so heartless?" My voice broke at the end. I never felt more helpless. "Why? You ask why?" She shouted. I winced with fright. She took a deep breath and continued, "Look, the world is a disgusting and evil place, and I can't make it far with emotion, and neither do you." There was sadness in her eyes, but as soon as it appeared, it disappeared.

I look her in the eye angry and disappointed. "The fact that the world is a bad place doesn't mean you should cheat on me." Rosie we were happy together, what changed?" I sobbed. "What changed is that I don't love you anymore. Get it trough your head damn it." She screamed and I sobbed louder. I've never felt more stupid in my life. Broken, I felt the need to hurt her. "I really hate you. I wish I've never met you" Nothing came out of me.

I couldn't say it, I still love her. There was a long silence before Rosie broke it. "Camila it's over we are done." She turned and walked out the door of our well now my apartment. When the door slammed, I collapsed to the ground.

After my collapse, I got up and went to the bathroom. The hot tub will help me calm down a bit. I took a bubble bath and began to think about when our relationship began to collapse. I had a lot of theories in my head about what happened. Was it that I wasn't good enough for her? Or did power and money change her? Was it just my fault? These questions raced through my head. I got out of the bathtub, dried myself, and headed for the bedroom. I'm going slowly, I don't want to go there. After all, we had a lot of wonderful and magical moments in that room. As I think about our moments, I slowly go to the bed. Her scent still lingering on the pillow, so I snuggle up to it with tears in my eyes. "I wish we could start over before everything went downhill."

With that thought, I fall asleep.