73 SAMANTHA LILY ADAMS

'I will be whatever you want me to be for you'

"Then what is it?" I ask with a frown on my lips, deep down deciding nothing good could be asked in the middle of the moment me and Kai were having.

I look in his blue eyes but they don't hold the answer I seem to be looking for in them.

He raises his hands on my cheek and caresses the skin slowly with a lot of care.

What happened?

What is it?

Every passing second he just stares at me and says nothing, it's every second my inner voices are about to make me go crazy with the battle of wanting to know what is going on.

He pulls me up to his lips and kisses me till the only thing now on my mind is his lips and how good they feel devouring mine.

His tender lips take mine on a rodeo tender kiss, suddenly everything is fine in the world.

Whatever it is, with Kai by my side bring it on.

I have my eyes closed when we pull away and I slowly open them feeling like the rotation of the earth just hit a quick stop caused by a sudden hit of the brakes.

Wait,

What is happening?

"Kai?" A quiet gasp escapes from my lips before I know it, my hands are on my mouth covering it before a bug gets in with how my jaw just hit the floor.

"Kai," I call again because there is no way in hell that what I think is happening is what is happening.

Is Kai getting on one knee in front of me? Jesus someone pinches me, someone wakes me up because surely this isn't happening.

"You know I loved you more than anything I have or will ever have in my whole life, you are the breath I take in and out Samantha. Without you, I wouldn't have the full oxygen to help me push through life because like I've told you when you found me, you found a shallow man but now with you. I tell you, I like the type of a man that I am with you."

Jesus.

"I love caring for you, I love loving you, I love making you happy, I love living this love with you. You are encrypted within me and so deep in my life that I would not know anything or survive a second without you in my life." Oh my God, he is proposing.

I feel like I could cry, scream, laugh, smile, dance, jump, run.

Jesus, I have an adrenaline feeling running in me not making it able for me to stay still.

"Kai…"

"Marry me?" The question sounds so heavy in my ears and the beautiful sparking diamond ring in the box ring surely sparks me awake from wondering anymore if this is real.

It is real.

It is really happening.

Kai is proposing.

"Marry me, darling, I know this is so soon for you. I know am moving fast, taking you by surprise but last time when you told me that I did not give you a reason to be here with me made me realize that maybe I am loving you wrong by not sharing the fire of love burning inside of me with you. I love you more than I think I was capable of ever loving in this world. You surpassed every dream or achievement I ever wanted. You came to me when I didn't even know I needed you and filled my life with something I lacked and have been looking for my whole life but could not find.

I wanted my mother to love me, when he divorced Dad I was ten and I chose her. I loved the comfy her arms provided but Mia being only two didn't want to leave Dad.

I moved from Toronto to here with mom, she again took up her acting career from where she had it paused.

She would leave me a lot and when she would come, she would ignore me when her friends were around or had parties or hangouts at her house. She would lock me up in my room with Theodore.

She despised me because when I was young, I…" he lowers his head making me wonder what is it making him so vulnerable.

This doesn't feel like a proposal anymore since he started opening up to me about his past.

I reach forward bending my knees and scooping down next to him.

I touch his cheek and turns his head to look at me. It's funny but it also feels good that he is opening up for me while on his one knee.

I don't think there's ever been a moment like this elsewhere.

"You were what?" I run my thumb slowly and soothingly on his five o'clock shadow.

"I...I had a problem taking things in slowly and way later than the other kids, I took many years to start to walk. When I spoke I stuttered a lot and understanding what was said required me to be told at least three or more times to understand it with special care too Amy found it threatening to her career so that's why she pushed me away most of the time. I understood her doing when I was twelve there were rumors that her son was an imbecile but to remove the rumor she pushed me to come up with this video of where I would do everything and her hanging outdoors, playing and talking.

She had to yell at me and beat me for me to act quickly and speak perfectly so the video could come out perfectly and it worked for her but ever since I was determined to make her see that I was better than that." I am in tears again. Jesus Amy.

I feel like running to wherever she is and pulling her hair out till she sees stars dammit. I feel like giving her a piece of my mind.

What a sore woman she is.

Hollywood star, my foot.

"Baby." He reaches for my hand and brings it to his lips and it's when I feel how wet his mouth is that I realize he's been crying too.

He holds my hand back to his cheek after kissing it.

"My mother broke me with way more things but more she made me see women in different sets of eyes until you, with you I feel safe."

"You should," I mutter back in a small voice.

"In you I found my home, I found my safest haven, in you it's where I want to spend my whole life living. I know I don't deserve you or a penny of your love but I selfishly want to spend my whole life loving you, filling your summer days with me as your chill, and your rainy days with me your hot chocolate. I want to treat you like the queen that you are my whole life so Samantha Lily Adams, will you do me the hon…"

"Yes kai, yes," I say before he can finish whatever it is he wants to say. I throw myself to him and wrap my arms around his neck.

"I will be whatever you want me to be for you Kai." I sniffle in his neck feeling, well I don't even know where to start explaining how blissful I feel.

I am seeing Kai with a new set of eyes and my love for him just multiplied a million miles in me.

He runs his big hand on my back soothing me down with comforting sweet words.

He pulls me back and raises me on my feet.

"Stop crying, Samantha." He says while taking my left hand in his and putting the diamond ring on my fourth finger.

"I can't."

My heart keeps melting with every second he takes pushing it on my finger.

We both stare at it on my fourth finger before he brings it up to his lips and kisses it.

"I love you so abundantly my love." I smile sniffling feeling like emotions running in me are going to be the end of me if one way or another I don't relieve them somehow.

"I love you very, very much Trenton Kai Royal, so much that I am afraid it's more than yours." He chuckles lightly leaning in to kiss me again.

I kiss him back with a burning fire burning inside of me. I want him everywhere and in every inch of my body.

He pulls back grinning at me.

"That would never happen even if it requires me to live every second of my life trying to make sure my love is bigger and greater than yours. The games on love."

"Games on," I reply with a smile on my face, we lean in and sign our deal with a kiss.

I do not know how but eventually make it out of the restaurant or the wall to the car because neither Kai nor I can get our hands off each other.

I have a burning fire in me that I need to release somehow.

"Where are we?" I ask when a car pulls over to what seems to be an airport.

I get out of the car when someone opens the door for me and reaches for Kai.

"Kai, why are we here?"

"You did not think we were going to celebrate our engagement home? Did you?" I frown not understanding what he is trying to say.

"Come on soon-to-be wifey, we have a long flight ahead of us." I blush when he calls me that but I still walk in his opened arm and snuggle closer to his side.

I feel him kiss the side of my head as he leads me to the plane parked a few feet away from where the car left us.

We walk in and I gasp at how luxurious it looks. "Oh my God Kai, whose jet is this?" I ask turning to look at him looking at me like he is mesmerized by me.

"Who do you have in mind."

I roll my mind in thinking but none comes to my mind. "Honestly thinking, no one." He grins walking slowly with steady but dangerous steps to me.

"It's mine, darling."

"Wow." It's all I could manage to say before he sneaked his arms at the back of my waist and pulled me closer to him before attacking my lips with his.

It catches me off guard but I love the intensity of it. I love having Kai's lips on mine devouring me devilishly and so shamelessly making me crave more.

Before I know it am being pushed on something soft but knowing where we are I know it's probably a plane seat.

I don't have time to confirm my suspicions but I know they are right when I feel it being leaned back giving me and Kai much more room.

He suddenly leaves my lips and throws his head in the nape of my neck.

Kissing, sucking, and biting at the skin there making my eyes roll at the back of my head.

"Kai." My moan only urges him to move faster.

His lips start moving all the way to my body but the cloth of my dress is still there preventing us from freely freedom.

I feel him release a groan he is laying kisses below my breast while touching through them in the cloth.

"Oh, Samantha." His weight on top of me is doing things to me that I don't think tonight I will survive if he keeps on with all of this teasing.

We have been so into it for so long that I almost die of embarrassment when someone clears their throat beside us.

Kai stops kissing me but he does not get off of me.

"Sir, ma'am, please buckle your seatbelts the plane will take off in a few minutes." I don't bother trying to show my face or see the person talking to us given how embarrassed I am.

Kai replies for both of us and it's when the woman has left us that he gets off top of me.

I smile at him before I move to the seat beside the window leaving the one we were on for him.

"That was awkward," I say buckling my seat belt and turning to look at him.

"Oh wait till we get where we are going fiancé, it's when you will see awkward." I just gaze at him jaw touching the base of the plane.

He uses the opportunity of my gapping mouth to lean in and kiss me with his tongue sucking over mine in my mouth.

I love how aggressive he is, it only makes a girl wish for more. I deepen the kiss and when he tries to pull away I bite on his lower lip earning a hardened groan from his throat.

"Love, have you ever been fucked in space?"

I push him away from me feeling cornered and caught off guard.

"What?"

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I can't stop grinning from left to right as I write about these two.

Their love!!! Only makes a girl wish.

I hope you are enjoying this as much as I am.

In the next chapter,

Take care of yourselves, readers,

Love you so much.

Oh, today Rwanda hosted the Kwita Izina (Gorilla naming) ceremony, now am wondering whether Kai is taking our lovely Samantha there as we all know of her love for Gorillas ever since she was introduced to them for the engagement celebration.

Where do you think they are going?