123 Chapter One hundred twenty-three: I want a divorce

~~~Don't leave me in all this pain. Don't leave me out in the rain. Take back the sad word goodbye. Don't leave me here with these tears, come and kiss the pain away. Un-break my heart, say you'll love me again. Undo this hurt you caused when you walked out that door and walked out of my life. Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights. Un-break my heart~~~

-Toni Braxton-

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At the age of 26, we met again and it was then that I realized that I had never really forgotten him and that the feelings I had tried to bury over the past years suddenly waved in front of me and at the same time reminded me of what I've been through.

And now... now is the right time to finally let go of everything, to finally let go of him and move on.

"Whew!" I shivered when I felt the cold seawater reach my feet.