CHAPTER FIFTEENTH

Ashton POV

Five years later.....

The memories of that horrible night appears on my dream again. It became my nightmare ever since it happened. The pain and sorrow that I can see Arabella eyes on that night keeps haunting me.

After that night, I drove to my house and never bother to talk to anyone. I messaged and call her phone hundred times but she never pick up nor reply to my text. I cried as I recall the memories we had that night as we made love.

Monday comes and I hurriedly went to school, hoping I can see and talked to her. Since I know she doesn't skip school and she can't escape me there. I park my car and look around the campus. Her car was not in the parking area yet so I decided to wait there.

I patiently waited till the bell rang. I frown, Arabella never late. So I ran to her class but she's not yet there. I sigh and decided to just sit in the bench where we usually sit together.

"Hey!" Ethan voice

"You ok?" Lucas said

I didn't bother to reply to them. I am still angry to them since they did not try to clarify Ara about it. Especially that Xander I will never forgive him.

"Bro I'm sorry... I'm drunk!...." But before he could finish my fist land on his face.

"Don't you dare say your sorry! Before the party I already told you, I back out. I don't want to do it anymore" I shout to him.

"But you just blurted out and everyone, everybody knows about it since you can't keep your mouth shut!" I said angrily.

"Pray that Arabella will forgive me if not, I can't guarantee I can see you as my friend!" I said then I walked away from them.

Days past by and I worried why she didn't show up in school so I went to the registrar's office. And they said Arabella no longer a student in our school.

I felt like my whole world crush and my heart stop beating. How can I fix this?

I hurriedly went to her resident even though I don't know what will happen to me. But I really need to see her. I need to clarify and clear things to her. I need to tell her something important.

As I spoke to the guard he said the Martin's family no longer stay in the house, they move out yesterday.

Pain... Shock... Infuse me. My whole world is breaking and I can feel my heart break into pieces.

I did not had a chance to say I love her... She left me...

She left me without saying a word.

Five years, it's been fucking five years but my heart still longing to see her. My heart never stop loving her. I have picture of her in my room those times when were together.

I wish I could turn back the hands of time and I can re do my mistake. The woman I love leave me cause I am asshole and jerk.

I know I don't deserve her after all I've done.

I look at her picture and stared at it.

"Where are you? Do you miss me? Did you forget me? " Those are words I wanted to say to her.

Even though I never seen her for five years but it seem my love for her keeps getting stronger. I tried to buried myself in work but I failed. I will always remember her.

Her smile, her giggle and of course her smell is what I been looking for.

I decided to go home and I told my assistant to my prepare my car since I wanted to go home. I hired an agents to investigate about her. But her father hide her perfectly. She seem to be out of touch. Even a picture of her with her family I can't see it. It's like she never exist.

I went to my car and drive off to my house since I feel like I wanted to drink. As I drove I didn't notice a car collide me making our car bump together.

Shit!

After that I lose my consciousness.

I heard a beep sound and some people whispering. I try to open my eyes and I saw white ceiling and smell of hospital greeted me.

"The patient getting conscious now doc!" I heard one said.

My vision became blurry and the words they said echoed in my head.

A woman with white coat hover me and scan my eyes. I think she's my doctor.

As I a about to lose my entire consciousness, a voice that sound familiar to me keeps me going.

"Mom what happened here?" She said then she scan my body and went to my face.

A beautiful pair of green eyes meet mine as shock register in here eyes.

Arabella is now standing in front of me.

Before I could close my eyes , I smile to her.

Am I in heaven? I asked myself

Or she's back?