61 Why, Dominik ...?

Andrzej did not attend VIP parties, so he had no idea how long they lasted or what they looked like, but he believed that only Cinderella came home from the party before midnight. So he was quite surprised when Śliwiński showed up at home well before twelve o'clock.

"Dominik? What are you doing at home at this time?"

"I had to see you. I saw Marek and ..."

"Did he do something to you?" Andrzej was seriously concerned. Dominik looked strange, as if something was troubling his heart and he thought. If Marczak did something to this man ...

"No, that's not the point. I realized that what I felt for him was not love. I don't know what it is, but not love. I love you."

The last sentence was so strange, so incredible that Nowicki was sure he had misheard. And if he hasn't misheard, he has misunderstood the young actor.

"What? Don't make fun of me."

Andrzej laughed nervously. He wanted to turn the situation into a joke, let Dominik back off before he said a word too much and the relationship between them got weird. Dominik couldn't really love him, they were both men! He confused friendship and affection with love, that's all. There couldn't even be more.

He hadn't even realized when Dominik was so close to him that he could feel the warmth emanating from him. So close his face blurred.

The kissing lips were soft and sweet, yet strangely possessive and strong in their delicacy. Surprised for a moment, Andrzej allowed the kiss to continue, but finally realized whose body was fawning at his.

"Stop it," he pushed Dominik. "Are you crazy?"

The actor looked at him from shoulder distance. His face was serious, full of determination and his eyes turned into two diamonds sparkling temptingly.

"But I said I love you" he replied as if the words 'I love you' could explain and justify everything.

"Yes, but ... I'm not gay! And love…" Andrzej tried to defend himself against that piercing, hot gaze.

"What does it mean to be gay? I love you. Is it so disgusting to be loved by a man? Am I disgusting?"

There was a strange desperation in Dominik's voice. Nowicki did not fully understand what was happening, but he suspected that it was related to Dominik's meeting with Marczak. This mean man had to say something to Dominik, or to do something to him, and now Śliwiński had a muddle in his head and a muddle in his heart, as when he kissed him in his bedroom. How else could such ugly thoughts about him arise in this beautiful head?

"What? No! You're absolutely not gross and this… I'm flattered you love me, but we're both guys!"

"And what? Unless you don't like me ..."

It was all wrong! Andrzej liked Dominik very much, he considered him his friend, but it was not a reason to go to bed with him. The guy is the guy. Sex between the two men was physically possible, but it was an offense against nature. Nowicki did not feel same-sex attraction, despite the fact that the man standing in front of him was exceptionally charming and sexy, more than many women.

If Andrzej had lied now and said that he did not like Śliwiński, the actor would probably have withdrawn. The photographer knew, however, that it would be another blow for him, and harming Dominik was unimaginable.

"I like you," he assured him resignedly, "but not like that."

"I'm not pretty enough?"

"What? And where did that come from? You are pretty! Too cute for a guy."

"So if you like me and I don't seem repulsive to you, let me, let me just show my love once. One, only time, and if you later tell me to forget about you forever, I will."

For some reason, Dominik was right next to him. He spoke the last words almost whispering against his neck. In the place where his breath touched, Andrzej felt a flush of heat.

"Only one time ..." Dominik whispered, hypnotizing Nowicki's mind and body, making him unable to move.

Shit, Andrzej swore in his mind. Why is he so stubborn? Why does he care so much about it? I should push him away again, but I don't want to hurt him. Anyway, it's supposed to be only one time ...

Andrzej's body stiffened as he realized that he was just considering agreeing to have intercourse with the guy. His mouth felt a ghastly dryness.

But then ...

Dominik's hand slipped under his shirt and began to stroke his torso, evoking the first, pleasant impressions. His lips danced around the photographer's neck, leaving a trace of passion and warmth on his skin. Andrzej did not agree with words, but he was also unable to object.

Delicate Dominik, feeling no objection, became bolder. His shapely hands unbuttoned Andrzej's trousers belt and slipped under his underwear, touching his body. The photographer sighed involuntarily. His body was as tight as a string, but the decision was already made.

"Ah ..." a sweet sound came from Dominik's mouth, which made Andrzej's legs buckle.

No it is not possible.

Dominik released his penis and gently pushed Nowicki. Andrzej did not resist. He couldn't resist Dominik's sensual insistence. Being under the total charm of a seductive man, he retreated until he found the couch. He allowed himself to be seated by Dominik. The actor immediately slid between his legs and, having fully liberated Andrzej's masculinity, put his lips to its head.

What the hell am I doing? Nowicki thought with a sudden sense of panic. But… he was a guy, he did not back away from his decision once made.

Dominik started kissing him and licking him with skill that could not be without effect. Andrzej felt his penis rising and growing under the influence of caresses, and the bigger it got, the more carefully the young actor's lips and tongue paid attention to him. Andrzej's body obviously enjoyed the caress, or at least his lower part, because his arms were still stiff and tense.

'Only a man knows how to please a man.' He couldn't remember where he had heard those words. Maybe it was in a movie or maybe a documentary. There was something about them. Andrzej was not a playboy, but he gained his experience, but Dominik's skills were something absolutely special.

"Um…" Nowicki stifled the sound of pleasure awakening, but not well enough. Dominik heard him and went from licking to receiving his penis in his hot and moist mouth

Why, it flashed through Andrzej's mind, why is he doing it?

He looked down again. Hazelnut hair obscured the pretty face and those mesmerizing eyes. There was something strange and abnormal about this whole situation, something dingy and yet extremely beautiful. A whole range of impressions and emotions ran through Andrzej's mind and heart, depriving him of the feeling of reality. There was only one thing he could be sure at that moment - that if it were any man other than Dominik, at that moment he would have kicked him in the teeth. But because it was Dominik ...

Why, Dominik ...? Why…?!