1 Chapter 1

Staring out of the window always calmed me down whenever I'm on the plane. When I think about how there are many possibilities a plane could crash, I look out of the window. Breathtaking as always.

The clouds passing by and the sun setting down. The sky slowly changing from light blue to orange-red sky. It's beautiful.

I smiled at the view and rested my head against the seat. I look at my watch and it was just another 20 minutes to reach the airport. Finally, I'm going to get out of the plane! I closed my head and saw how my life turned out. It was actually really fast. I was only 13 when I thought about collage and now, I'm 17 going to collage in England.

It was sad to say goodbye to all my school friends back in Malaysia but it was part of life. Besides, we can still keep in touch anyway. Yeah I know you're wondering, why the hell am I going to a collage so far away from home? Well, because I saw the best collage for me in England and I really want to further up my studies for writing.

But that's not only why I want to go far away from home, especially England. It's all because I want to be close with one person who I'll be living with for a few years. Lucy. Yeah I know you're thinking who she is.

Well, she's my best friend. She's also older than me by two years. I met Lucy when I was 13 and we met online. It was on Instagram and we talked everyday since then. We got closer and closer when each year passes by and now, I'm living with her. God imagine that. I was so excited when I got aboard of the plane but then I also remembered that she has a girlfriend.

Which also means that, she and her girlfriend will also be spending time together at home and plus, I'm there. And also, that means that her girlfriend will sometimes have a night at home and they'll- okay I'm getting off topic but you get the point. And the reason why I'm so worried about it, it's because I fell in love with Lucy...

And I have been in love with her for 4 years now. I know crazy, but what can we do. I always thought that maybe me and Lucy will be together and we'll spend our life together as well but then Lucy loved another girl. I was really upset and sad about it but as long as she's happy, I'm fine with it. Not happy, but fine.

But, I'll support her through her toughness times and if they ever get married, I'll make sure I'll be the best support. That's the only thing I can do...

"Good evening, everyone," The captain spoke through the speakers, "this is your captain speaking, we will be arriving shortly, so please fasten your seatbelt."

Sigh, let's get this over with.