I Know Now

After that I play pretend , I thought to myself that I am gonna leave this place so it is better to end all ties anyways .

I plan and worked there like a good person , I know which I am not in any way truth to be told I am petty myself ,I thougth to myself as I curved up into a ball , so why does it hurt so much to be in this position when you had predicted it.

"Are you alright babe " I heard Eric said , I looked up at him with my puffy eyes and curled up again.

After a while I looked at him again" I am ok " I told him. The last thing i want is to him by myside talking to me like some lunatic.

He chuckled "you are a bad liar aren't you ? " he said .

Then he hold my hand but didn't say or do anything I was prepared this time how to react I learnt self defense so I know where to kick and when to.

I stand quietly there with him , he started moving so I figured I have to follow him .

I thought all those days in this Palace I learnt it pattern of this castle but he prove me deeply wrong as we walked through the passage that I thought didn't exist .

After some more walking , we end up near a gate which he open it, inside was another garden , which was calmer and more beautiful.

"When I feel overwhelmed by things I came here to clear my head " Eric told me .

"I can see why thought, this place is so calm its clearing my head already " I told him and sat on one of the chairs.

Only then I realised that table was full of art supplies there. He picks up his brush and start painting something.

"I didn't thought you would be artist " I told him honestly, it sound so weird to me that how much I get comfortable with him just for a moment.

"I get that alot " he told me while still painting on his canvas , I put my head on the table .

I was woken up by slow tap on my shoulders. I opened my eyes I wondered how long did I sleep.

"Did I sleep to long ? "I asked him .

"Well not that long but long enough that I completed this painting "he smiled as he told me .

Did I just witness him smile , so bad guy really got a heart , as he showed me the painting I realised all along he was painting me , it was actually good.

"Wow that's amazing " I told him , I know now that beneath those rough edges he got a good heart ♥ or may be that's what he was trying to show me .

I saw shadow behind me I swear that I had seen some one with camera .

"Someone was there Eric.. ic " I told him

Inreturn he gave me the pitiful looked .

"I guess it's time for you to know about the truth " he told

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He told me about his enemy's which for some reasons I didn't believe. First of all he told me nobody know about this place , second of all I am telling you I am not hallucinating, I had seen this things.

" We should go now, or else we gonna be late for the spring festival " he told me .

" its today " I asked yes I am gonna be free anytime soon now.

"Didn't arie told you " he asked, looked at abit angry at the fact.

" He did but I guess I just forget " I told while smiling.

I am upset at the fact arie betrayed me like I already predicted it but still , for some reason it hurt .

He was a person I see as friend but just because he betrayed me doesn't me I am gonna do the same to him especially when I am leaving this golden cage .

" I hope you are not trying to save him and telling me the truth, " eric said .

"I am telling the truth " I told him , I don't want any strings left when I leave this place .Even though I don't want to explain myself I just did incase he lashed out at aries .

"OK let's go " he hold my hand and guide me out side .

When we get back inside everyone was busy with something, some maid grabbed me and help me get ready ,well I wear dress myself for your context I am not that spoiled ok .

The dress I am wearing is very comfortable, it's very breathable with beautiful flowers decorated .

The evening goes by nicely it was fun to watch how these people celebrate things , they sing and dance , almost made me felt that I was in some sort if movie that I had seen before .

"It's amazing arie " I told him , Eric was no where to be seen .

"Told ya it gonna worth attending " arie smile

As I witnessed sky turning dark I realised that I have to put all my fears aside and run while I still can.

for solid minute I think about the consequences that it came with and what if Eric catch up to me , he is a giant after all how will I protect my self from his fury .

I looked around arie is busy talking to some girl and I can't see Eric, I turn to my foot and ran , I ran as fast as I can and I hear a shout .

"Look stop before I catch you otherwise it won't be good for you"eric said.

"You wished "I replied and ran even faster than before . Well to late now to turn back I gotta made it out alive from here my any means .

"You left me no choice "I heard him say , when I witness him following me I ran even faster I started to make promises in my head that i be a good person once I left this place , God please help me .

And suddenly I hit by someone .