My Beautiful Dream.

I saw him in my dream last night. With another him. We was having dinner then I accidentally drank the wine. I get drunk. Thank God it only dream. I can't embarrassing myself like that.

But still, it was my beautiful dream.

Im tossing around and see someone who I shouldn't see right now. Am I still dreaming?. He look real right now that I can't stop myself from touching his sleeping face.

Calm, always calm. Why did I met both of you?. Why did we have to suffered?. His cheek feel warm. Damnnnn. This feel so real.

"Im sorry. I only can have you in my dream, when im awake, you will be gone again. Please stay longer in my dream. I miss you."

"Why can't you have me in real?."

He just opened his eyes, looking straight into my eyes, digging into my soul. It can't be. Last night was a dream and this morning still a dream.

"Answer me. "

He caught my wrist, hold mine tightly. I don't think this is a dream. He is real. I try to push him but end up being closer to his chest. His lips literally on my forehead. I can feel my ears getting hotter and redder.

"Why can't you have me?." He repeat the same question, with his deep husky voice. So mesmerizing at the same time make me feel lil scared.

He don't like to repeat his question for second time.

"How come we end up on my bed?." I gasped when he pull me to be on top of him. Luckily my long hairs covered up more than half of my face.

"Why?. Did u expect him to be with you on bed?." He pull himself to sitting position with his back leaning on the bed board. I don't even realize how fast he was when he swooped me into his arms.

Is he trying to seduce me?. Im sitting on his thigh, facing him, with his face at my chest level.

"Youuu. It's not appropriate to be in this kind of position. Let me go. " The harder I try to remove his hand around my waist, the hardest he hug me. Everytime I moved, my chest hit his face. So, I just stop.

Especially when I realized he got a boner!.

I glared at him angrily and found him smiling back at me.

"What kind of position is not appropriate?." His dimple make his smile more seductive. I look away, ignoring his question.

And he did what he always did to me, biting my shoulder.

"I thought after few years, you get rid your bad habit. You still like to bite people. Do I look like a food to you?." I yelled at him, my hand naturally smack his arm.

"You not look like food. But im hungry for you."

He whisper slowly, lick my earlobe, make me jump on his lap. Crazy guy. I wish I can give him two or three punch right now.

"You should leave now. Before my boyfriend come. " I remember I text YiJun to come and pick me up. I also asked him to pretend as my boyfriend. So it wasn't a dream at all.

But,why only him in my house. Where is another him?.

"You mean YiJun?. His wife come and help you change your clothes. I was going to change your clothes. But she came. " What?. XiangYu also came to my house?. This YiJun, I can't trust him at all.

"Even YuEr come here?. Unbelievable. "

"You worried about his wife more than how I end up on your bed soon our bed?."

I rolled my eyes. This thick skin never change I guess.

"Why are you here?. Why you not leaving yet. There is nothing interesting in my house. And you can let me go now. I have to get ready to work."

"I will send you. But now im hungry. Can you cook breakfast for me?. The same one. Like you prepared for me before. "

'Like I did before?.'

I look at him and our eyes met. There is sadness, happiness and unexplained feeling. How long it was since our last met?. 8 years ago?.

"How can I cook when you hugging me tight like this?. Let me go, so I can prepare our breakfast."

He cupped my face, leaning closer and peek on my lips before press his lips on my eyebrows. Like he always did. I was caught off guard when he stole a kiss. I dont even have time to avoid it.

"I will only let you go this time. After this, even you push me away, even if you runaway, even if you hide, I will run after you. I will catch you, no matter how far you go. "

I can feel warm tears on my cheeks. He is crying. Since I know him, he never cry. Did he just cry for me?.

"Don't move. I can't believe that I can hold you in my arms again. Like a beautiful dream, I wish we will never wake up."

His shaky voice touch my heart. I feel warm. I feel lucky. But I don't know why, I cant feel happy.

For him, it was a beautiful dream. But for me, it was the cause of my broken dream.