108 Happy to have you

The maid walked away and carried away with her my preoccupations as well. She told me what I had already in front of my eyes but couldn't see, she meant that Cameron was proving his love and his attachment with facts where words failed to come out, just like I let out my sadness through feelings instead of tears.

I had to read through the lines and not

force him to say he loved me if he wasn't ready yet.

He proved to me that he loved me like Carl and the other men I had during the years never proved with words.

When he came back I had a huge smile on my lips and I didn't refrain from the urge to hug him in my arms and push him closer. 

"What is the hug due to?" He inquired as he chuckled.

I shrugged, "just happy to have you back."

We walked both on our seats and waited for the maid to bring us the desert.