55 I'M YOURS

I got all emotional at him being this cold to me.

Tears welled from deep inside and coursed down my cheeks. Tears spilt over and flowed down my face like a river escaping a dam.

"I-i" I tried speaking, but couldn't, I was too deep hurt by his words, he had his back towards me hitherto.Moans escaped my lips through the suppressed sound of hiccups

As soon as he realized I was crying his expression changed to that of a worried and guilt filled one and he rushed towards me.

"Hey hey!" he tried wiping my tears but I shook his hand off.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that" He was genuinely worried and strung out.

"I'm sorry I-i just-" I took a deep breath and sighed. "Look I'm sorry okay? I'm just not used to all of this. To be honest this..." I bit my lip and continued "this is my first relationship, that kiss in the rain was my first too. It's all just so new and overwhelming for me and you" I poked his chest.

"What about me?" he said pointing towards his face.

"You were my first crush." I looked away as I said.

"Lucky you, got into a relationship with your crush" he snickered as he spoke.

"I waited for you in way you know? I didn't date anyone. At least I was loyal to my crush" I pouted and turned away from him.

"What do you mean?" he held my arm and turned me towards him.

"I mean...that wasn't your first kiss was it?" in the depths of my heart I anticipated for him to say yes that was his first but his response was a different one, the one I feared.

"No, it wasn't" I looked down at my feet and then at a distance, anywhere but at him.

"Don't you remember? If you're an orion fan you should know this" he laughed a little.

I tilted my head and thought hard, but to no success.

"Hobi was my first kiss" he giggled at his statement and then it hit me.

In an episode of the Orions they were forced to kiss, on realisation I laughed too.

"So it was your first with a girl then?" I asked him after we stopped laughing.

He nodded and gave me an endearing smile, his smile was the most divine of all.

"Don't worry, I have no issues in taking it slow with you." he took my hand and kissed it.

I was touched by his words and quickly jumped in his arms and embraced him.

We stayed like that for a while and then I broke the hug to ask him something which was roaming in my mind for a while.

"So you won't leave me for Ila or Akito right?" I tilted my head and wiped my tears.

"I'm still thinking about that" he rubbed his chin, pretending to think.

I smacked him in the chest and started crying all over again.

"I'm just kidding" I dropped to my feet and was sobbing my heart out like a kid and Taehyung just hugged me and rubbed my back like a mother. But it was all very reassuring and soothing.

Soon I calmed down and pouted at him, he just grinned like an idiot and rubbed the back of his neck.

I went downstairs and brought him his food on the terrace itself, to eat in the breezy atmosphere was better.

We talked for quite some time, talking about ourselves and about each other and then headed back inside when everyone else was awake as well.

"Listen," we were on our ways back when I turned to look at Taehyung mid-way.

"I'm all yours" those were the least expected words from him. He walked down and stood in front of me, pecked me, and walked down ahead of me.

I smiled to myself, I've found myself an angel.

After all that hell I went through, I've finally found peace, love, and him.