Chapter Delusion

Trying to recall something is like drowning in the bottomless ocean. Hazy memories and consciousness when waking up one morning.

The suffocation that one felt is something so hard and heavy.

Can't breath.

Can't move.

It felt life I was chained by something so heavy but I know it's all in my mind.

Just why is the door so heavy, so heavy... and so scary.

I tried fighting!

I really tried.

But why... ( it's all inside my mind, not real. Please, it's all fake) I know.

Someone wake me up. Wake up!

Pleading like crazy. Crying inside while trying to tell myself to move. To just try taking one step.

Then, having to repeat it all.

Over and over again.

That's why I just ran away. Overlook everything. Ignore the facts. The truth. Trying to deceive my self into believing something that is not real. And really believed that it's the reality.