1 Cuts and Carves

Sierra's POV

My mind flashed to the events of friday. 'He accidentally seen my arms. The cuts, the carvings. I laid flat and sprawled out on my bed. My head was positioned to where my head faced my nightstand. A shiny blade caught my attention. 'Do I really wanna do this again' I thought to myself to myself. Without further hesitation, I grabbed the blade and held it to my wrist. I've spent all this time hiding this from everyone, even my best friend. Yet my crush found out. It's one thing when your best friend finds out, but it's another when your crush finds out. Right before i could drag the blade across my arm, my phone rang.

"Hello" My voice was still weak and pitiful.

"Sierra!" I recognize his voice. It's was Finn

" Sorry but I'm busy-"

"No!"he cut me off" I probably know what you're doing. I just want to know why you do that to yourself. Don't you know it's bad?!"

I paused. I could feel a lump form in the back of my throat. Shit... I was going to cry

"..." I couldn't think of anything to say, so I hung up. I sat and stared blankly at my ceiling, I slowly started to cry.

Finn's POV

She didn't say anything. There was only silence for a while. 'Was I to mean? Shit'

Then she hung up.

I got into my car and drove to her house, her friend gave me the address (and her number.)

When I got there, the drive way was empty. Except for a little red beat up crown Vic she drove right school.

I knocked on the door and she answered.  Her faced changed from shocked to sad and regretful. She tried to close the door my I caught it before she did. "No we need to talk." I grabbed her wrist. She frowned. Then lead me to her room. It was small. The walls were blue-ish green with little flowers and spirals and whatever else, I assume she painted it because she loved to draw and paint she was the best in art class. I sat on her desk chair and she sat on her bed  cross her legs and buried her face into her black, silver and white sweater. "Now" I shifted towards her in my seat,  "please tell me what's wrong. I'm sorry if I was a bit mean earlier I just don't like it when people do it."

Sierra's POV

Now I remember why I love him, his caring nature.

Flashback

I had just finished singing at my school's talent show. Everyone applauded as I exited the stage and sat in my designated area. Then Finn sat beside me. I quickly stood up, because I was shocked, and looked him. He tilted his head and then laugh when he figured out I was nervous. "You can sit down... I don't bite." He jokes as he motioned to the spot besides him. "Yeah well I might" I joked back. He slightly chuckled. When I sat down my hoodie sleeve slide up, and as my luck would have it, Finn noticed my arms. 'Shit' I got up and ran as fast as I could, I was running like the devil was trying to catch me or something.

End of flashback

"I don't know how to tell you" I simply sigh. He looked at me with a sympathetic smile.

Our eyes met. Omg I could write a essay on his beautiful blue eyes.

"Don't look at me like that"

"Like what?"

"Like you understand. "

"I'm sorry I'm trying to understand. I really wanna help."

He smile the same way again

Jazz this kid's smiles.... It's..... Adorable....