Why did I come here?

Jack POV

As I kept learning, I took a quick break. I did not know when the time had passed.

Seeing it, I set an alarm, to not be late for food. When I did this, I drank a little and came back to what I was doing earlier.

Time slowly passed.

Being here is so nice.

No worries about anything. I just do what I can. Learn.

From nowhere, my phone rang. Seeing that it was an alarm, I crept up. Then I looked at my clothes.

Nothing here.

So I can crawl to the doors. When I came out, I walked directly downstairs. Seeing that many people were there, I shook my head and then looked around.

I could see only people from my year here.

As I could see that we had prepared tables, I walked there and sat where my name is written.

When I had done this, I could see that one girl was looking at me. Seeing it, I looked down, and then I started eating. As I came here late, I did as last.

I could finally feel full.

After today's breakfast, and only the chocolate bar, I ate nothing. When I cleaned my lips, I drank a little juice and slowly got up.

When I came out, I could see the queue for the elevator. Seeing it, I walked up the stairs.

After coming to the floor where I have my room, I opened the doors, and then I could feel someone's hand on my shoulder.

When I turned, the girl who looked at me said, "You make Paula cry."

"What?" I said, and when she punched me a little on my side. The pain came to me almost immediately. So huge that it took my breath.

When I moved to the side, holding it, she said, "I just touched you."

"Yes," I said, trying to stop tears from coming out. As she looked at me, she said, "You know you make her cry."

"Yes. I saw this. Now can we not talk?" I said.

"Why? I want to deal with you now," she said.

As I could see her looking at me, I said, "So once again, I will be beaten. For talking to her or making her unhappy."

I hid my face. I do not want to have any injury on it.

Nothing had come.

When I kept my hands on my face, I looked at her between my fingers. She stayed and said, "What do you mean? Once again?"

"Oh, you don't know. Good to know. Now I will go here," I said.

"Oh, so you are running away," she said.

"Yes. I am still suffering from what they had done to me," I said, and I moved my shirt up. When I did this, she looked at me and said, "Wait."

"What. Leave me alone," I said, and then I walked inside. Before I closed the doors, the girl grabbed them and then forced herself inside.

When I looked at her, she looked around and then said, "So this is your room."

"Yes. Do you have any problems with this?" I asked.

"Really. Our school has booked a room here. Seven floors below where we have," the girl said, and she came closer and grabbed my side. Pain once again comes.

Still, I do not know what her name is. I know she is a friend of Paula. Nothing more.

Seeing it, I grabbed her hand, and when I moved it, the side. She said, "What are you doing?"

"Please come out," I said, and pointed at the doors. Seeing it, she looked at me and said, "Show me where you are in pain."

"Oh, so you want to know where to hit me?" I asked. Seeing her look, she grabbed my shirt and took it off.

Seeing it, I said, "What are you doing?"

"I want to see all," she said, and when she looked at me, she shook her head and said, "Who had done this?"

"Not your business. Go out," I said, and when I took the shirt back from her hand.

I put it on. When I did this, she came out.

I could hear closing doors. Knowing that she will not come back, I come to them and just close them.

To be sure, nothing will happen in the future.

I have drinks here, and I only need this. As I looked around my room, I lay once again, and then I started suffering from pain. Which she caused me. It took me some time, and finally, I could move back.

After sitting, I grabbed a juice and then drank it.

"Time to learn. Once again," I said into the air. Nothing else I can do here.

When I lay, I started reading what I can know. When I had done all that I had planned for today, I started surfing on the net.

I might learn more, but I wanted to have free time. I almost caught up with all that they had.

For the future, I know all.

Month ahead.

Knowing it, I got up and came to the window. Seeing that the street was busy, I smiled and looked at it.

I could see from my school many people going in and out.

Having a friend with whom you can talk.

This is probably a great feeling.

Being alone. Shit.

Maybe one day I will end this. Perhaps. For now, I need to focus on school.

Social life can move on.

With these thoughts, I lay in bed and looked at the ceiling. No idea how long I keep looking at it, but I moved on from it.

No TV for me now. I have nothing else to do. As I moved to the bed, my phone rang.

I could recognise the number.

Paula.

I started thinking if I should answer it or not. When done, I muted the phone and then closed my eyes.

Potentially one unanswered call makes her drop the idea of talking to me.

When I closed my eyes, I started thinking about her face when she was smiling.

I could see each muscle moving. As she is saying my name.

I just wanted her to smile more. For me, it is enough. We are from two different words.

Never can we be together.

I could hear at one point that someone wanted to come to my room.

Lock which I put in earlier work. As I could hear knocking and trying to open doors, I could not handle it anymore.

After I got up, I walked slowly there. When I opened the doors, I could see the teacher. When he looked at me, he said, "Smith, we are going out."

"But they said that we have free time," I said.

"We are going. Don't be a child," he said, and when I looked at him, I nodded, and then I put my phone in my pocket.

After checking if I have my wallet with me, I come out and close the doors.

When I did this, I looked at him, and he said, "Be downstairs."

"Ok," I said, and when he nodded, I walked there.

A pleasant walk can sometimes be destroyed.

I could see people from my class waiting there. As I looked at them, one said, "Why are you showing your face here?"

"Right, come back," the second said. I could recognise his voice. From him, I receive the last kick.

"Yes. Our good time will end with you, "the third said. Hearing it, I passed them. Of course, I received a few light punches on my side.

I could see that nobody was looking at me. Each in-group talking.

Seeing it, I crawled to the side. I wanted to be away from each of them. Changing plans. I hate this so much.

I waited for some time, and when finally had come. I started the following rest.

Our walk took us some time, and when I could see that we came into the club, I shook my head.

"Really" I hummed. Seeing that everyone was walking inside, I followed them.

Music started becoming louder and louder.

I need to find a good place to hide. I do not want to be seen by anyone. Just stay there for some time, and then go back to the hotel.

I could see that the teachers went somewhere.

Students started dancing and drinking.

I looked around and walked slowly to find a good place away from anyone.

I finally found one. Seeing it, I sat there and looked at the crowd. I could recognise a few faces there.

'Why did I come here?' I asked myself. I just had no answer.

Seeing that everyone was having a good time, I stayed there until a scream came not far away from me.

As I looked there, I moved back. One of them, who always bullies me, is close. Seeing it, I tried to disappear.

Somehow, I did this. He probably has not seen me.

I could take a deeper breath.

At one point, I started moving my leg. Maybe I should go now.

I will need to tell the teacher. Therefore, I started looking for them. It took me some time, and when I finally saw them sitting and drinking. I came closer.

"Smith, what are you doing here?" the teacher asked.

"I am going back to the hotel," I said.

"Stay here. Have a party with everyone else," the B class teacher said.

"You are new here. He doesn't have anyone to have fun with, "the class C teacher said. Hearing it, I nodded, and my teacher said, "Go."

"Thank you," I said, and then I took a route around. I could see the exit.

So close to me, but I would need to go to the dance floor.

Somehow, I went around and come out. I could finally breathe fresh air.

After a long breath, I strolled to the hotel. I could see it.

"Finally alone," I said.

"Are you going now?" Paula voices. When I looked at her, I said, "yes."

"Oh, come on. Have fun," she said.

"Sitting, and doing nothing," I said.

"Tomorrow, we will have a hard time. Learning," she said.

"So normal day for me," I said, and when she looked at me, I strolled back to the hotel. After being there, I fell asleep almost immediately without changing.