So small

As we were driving, I kept calming down Paula. Maybe I am calming myself.

With this thought, I looked into Paula's eyes. As she was trying to smile, I nodded, and at one point, I could see that JJ's car overtook us.

Seeing it, I smiled and saw police lights going over us. They did not stop. So maybe they know what is happening.

While we were driving, finally we came to our destination.

Seeing it, I smiled, and when Paula looked at me. I moved out. Seeing nurses helping move her out, we walked inside. While I was holding the bag, I looked at Paula.

When we came into the room, I could see the doctor coming inside. After Paula changed with my help doctor, I came closer to her.

Seeing her checking Paula, she said, "Is all good. Soon after birth will come."

"Ok," Paula said. Hearing her words, I grabbed her hand, and not long after checking had become.

After being like that for around an hour, we moved to another room.

Seeing what was happening here, I grabbed Paula's hand. While doing all here, all had become.

Seconds become hours for me.

While doing it, we had no idea how long we would spend here. When finally, I could hear "push."

My breath becomes slower.

Looking at Paula going with what the doctor had told she kept going.

Somehow, I kept going about how she was.

While doing it, all I could see were tears on Paula's face.

No idea if they are from pain or happiness.

Thinking about it all, I looked at her.

At one point, I could hear "head. Push harder."

Seeing what Paula was doing, I smiled, and not long after I could see our son's head.

It took me hours, but I could see him moving out. Looking at him, he received a small slap from the doctor, and the first cry had come.

Hearing it, I smiled, and not long after he was cleaned. When this happened, Paula took him into her chest.

Looking at her smiling, I moved closer.

Now my full focus is on our son.

While being there for who knows how long he was taken to check. Seeing it, I followed him. While walking, I kept my distance observing him.

While doing it, all comes to an end, and I come back to Paula's room. Seeing the small bed there with Simon, I smiled and kept looking at him.

While doing it, all the time passed.

For the first time, I checked my phone. Nobody answered my text.

Nobody had come.

Seeing Paula sleeping, I could see that from my text message after over four hours.

Seeing it, I smiled, and I kept observing our son. Maybe soon I will call Mom to come here.

I dropped this idea as Paula started moving into bed. Looking into her, I came closer, and as she looked at me, she asked, "Where is it?"

"Sleeping there."

Hearing my words, she moved up. As I helped her come, she smiled, and while looking into our son, she moved her finger to his cheek.

When she had done this, he moved his hand. Seeing it, she said, "He is feeling me."

"Yes. Take a shower."

"I will. Change time too," Paula said. Hearing her words, I nodded, and she walked to the bathroom while taking stuff from the bag.

Seeing it, I smiled, and I kept observing our son. While doing it, all at one point, I moved my finger to his cheek.

Seeing him moving his hand, I smiled. Looking into him, I smiled and kept observing him. While doing it, I could see Ann coming.

As she came closer, she said, "So small."

"Yes."

"Here is for Paula," she said. Hearing her words, I nodded, and while looking into the bag, I smiled, and not long after, she walked out. I could see that JJ was there, too.

Seeing him sitting and looking around, I could see doors closing.

Looking back, I spent some time here. While doing it, at one point, Paula comes out. Seeing her look, I said, "Ann brought things."

"Ok," she said, and seeing her start eating, I smiled. While doing it, all at one point she had done, and while drinking, I could see a doctor coming inside.

Seeing her, I smiled, and when she checked Simon, I nodded. When she was done, she took Simon into her hands. Seeing it, I smiled, and when Paula laid the doctor put him on her chest.

Seeing it, I smiled, and while looking into them, I kept observing them.

While doing it, I finally took my phone and chose Mom's number. When I was calling her sleepy voice, "Jack, what is happening?"

"Oh," I could say, and Simon started crying. Hearing his cry, Megan smiled, and after moving him to the side, Mom said, "Why haven't you informed me?"

"I did like we talked."

"Shit. I am only missing," Mom asked.

"Nobody came. Can you call for them?"

Hearing my words, she said, "Yes."

When she hung out, I smiled, and when we changed him, Paula moved him closer to her chest.

As she started feeding him, I kept observing them. When it all came to an end, I cleaned his lips. When all came, Paula started signing. While doing it, I kept observing them.

When she was holding him at one point, I could hear doors opening. Seeing Mom coming inside, I could see tears coming.

Seeing it, I smiled. I could see that Paula's mom was running here too.

Therefore, I walked out. While being there, JJ passed me a bag. Seeing it, I nodded and started drinking. I had no idea that I was so thirsty. Therefore, I kept looking at the doors.

Maybe soon I will come inside. Now I need to understand one thing. 

I am a father.

While doing it, Dad had come. Seeing them hugging me, they come inside. Seeing it, I sat and kept thinking about everything here.

I need to come inside soon. Just now, I need to clear my mind.