My live the moment is gone...

On National day rose confessed to Hanse that he is the only one that she wants to hold till the end of life and also afterlife. Hanse was shocked and said.. "What ". I always see you as a good friend. Moreover I am already in relationship. Rose was broken and asked Hanse " then these days.. Our flirting... ". Hanse said " I never saw you as girlfriend and you have no qualification for that. I feel pity for you so I talked. Then he left the place. Rose was fully broken into pieces. Her eyes are not her body also covered with tears. She screams and cried and left the place. As soon she came back she entered her room and never came out for the entire day. Then Delta came to her place to collect the information about her confession. But her mom said all the situation and asked delta to ask her what is the problem to her. Delta was shocked and knocked the room. She did not open then she unlock the room using another key. Rose was sitting with knife in her hand. Delta rushed and pulled the knife from her hand. As soon as rose hugged her and bust into tears. Delta asked about the situation and called Hanse. But there is no reply. So she convinced rose and make her to fall sleep. The next day rose woke up and thinking herself... My live the moment is gone... My long time crush is gone... I am not even friend with him... How can I live after this... What is the point of living without my live the moment.