11 Chapter 10 - Broken

[sorry for the wait, and sorry I had to change some of the story up. Thanks for the feedback, after the next to chaps, I'll just move straight into canon. Still I will put oc things in as needed. Please enjoy.]

[from the moment we left mc, Mc pov]

"Hello mark.." pointing the gun at his head, I pushed the hot barrel on his skin.

"Ahhh! Let up! Ghost!" mark cried out, feeling the hot metal on his face.

"Did.. You let up when she asked you? Did you stop?" I said, my mouth moving on its own.

"…the hell are you talking.. about." Mark spoke, seeing me breathe heavy, looking in my eyes. He saw nothing, no care, no understanding that he was a person.

"Misha.. my mother, did you let up.." I spoke, letting the feeling of my heart out, it pushed against my chest with The unstoppable nature of a river, hoping to be set free.

" when she begged, when she cried out, when she only wanted to see me.. did you stop?.." It felt like a pit was in my stomach, like an unquenchable thirst, an undeniable fact evident, I wanted to kill this man, The pit only grew bigger as I push the Barrel against his forhead.

For a moment, there was only silence. The beating of my heart ringing in my ears as I search for answers. Only to have my eyes close at his words.

".. really? All this for that? A whore of a woman.. one who took what was given to her like a slut.. hm, she died as she deserved, a wrong that needed to be corrected.." mark spoke, laughing loudly as he looked into my eyes.

"I understand, yet wasn't it your men who couldn't break her.. she was just a whore right? How couldn't you guys break her? I guess your men lack in other areas to.." my eyes dark covered by the shadows, I knew what kind of answer I'd get. Still I couldn't help but jab back.

"The fuck did you…ugffrdssah!" Mark wanted to say, yelling out.

"Just shut up already.." I took the butt of the pistol, and smashed it on to his mouth.

"Your men like fire right.. I have a gift for all of you.." pulling the detonator out, I stood dragging mark with me, his eyes wide as he looked at me press the button.

*boom!

Far below, the explosives went off. They shook the building with enough force to make the building buckle, from the door flames irrupted, screams were heard from the men still left in the house. Dragging mark I saw as parts of the floor in certain parts had fallen through, flames ate the people below.

"Nooo!! Ghost! Look I'm sorry!" Mark screamed, as I pulled him up, Holding him out to the flames below. He begged, feeling the pure heat that came from it.

"You won't die like this.." looking at the flames my eyes glowed, watching the people fall as the flames kept rising.

Only for the sprinkler system to finally go off, I couldn't go to the stairs, the flames had all ready climb them, I pointed at of the sprinklers above, firing as it opened causing it to pour more vigorously.

"You should be fine.." not caring, I dropped mark, who yelled hitting the ground hard.

"Ahh fuck!! Fucking hell.. ghost!! I'm.." mark yelled, hearing me drop. Trying to stand, he opens a door, only for flames to cover him for a moment. Screaming in pain as he back away, his arms burnt and rig melted a little.

Grabbing him, I pushed him over to the water coming above, he rolled like a fish out of water as he screamed more.

"Stay.." I said, firing around in his knee.

"Ahhhh!!" all mark could do was scream, cursing and yelling at me. The smoke getting in my eyes.

The world slowed, looking at the flames, then the man who screamed. Echos filled my mind, digging deep down, I didn't know the feeling. I couldn't explain it, it was only making the pit in my stomach grow more.

[small memory flash]

"Make your choice ghost.." Lisa's voice could be heard, her men holding me down, another person was on her knees behind me to the left.

In front was a small warehouse, Lisa's men had there guns pointed in to it, children screamed, at gun point was my friends, the kids I had tried to save, they were kept here by the slavers that sold them to all matter of people.

"Your wasting time ghost.. I said pick.." Lisa who bent down, grabbed my face. Looking at my eyes, as I looked at the children yell.

"Don't listen to her! Ghost listen to my voice! It's ok.. uhh.." the woman at the side spoke, being hit in the face.

"Who told you.. that you could speak!" Lisa yelled, walking over to her, pulling her by her hair about to hit her again.

"Stop.. please.. don't hurt her.. please.." I spoke, my voice shaky as I looked over to Lisa.

"I like that face your making.. so now you know how to speak.. what's wrong ghost.. did you think I didn't know? Did you think this plan of yours would work? Now stop wasting my time.. you made your choice right.. speak up ghost." Lisa let the woman go, walking over and pressed my face into the mud below.

"Let him go! Just kill me! Leave him alone.. please.." the women yelled, tears in her eyes, watching me look like a lifeless doll.

"If you speak again.. I'll kill him in front of you.." Lisa spoke, a crazed smile on her face.

"Mom.. Stop, I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry.." I spoke, to much was happening, my heart beat hard, the world was breaking around me. My 'mothers' yells, the kids yells as they were pushed and covered by something.

"Mother? I see now.. What is your choice ghost.. I need an answer.." Lisa said, laughing at what I called her.

"Her.." I said in a low voice.

"Hm? I can't hear you ghost!" lisa yelled, pulling my hair.

"Her!" I yelled, my eyes dead. Looking at the kids who cried, they had heard my answer. I could see the betrayal in there eyes.

"Then show me.." Lisa said, pulling me up as she sparked a flare.

"Please.. I'll do it! Stop!" I heard my mothers words, and watched as they pointed a gun to the back of her head.

"Move them back!! Come on ghost.. show me.." Lisa yelled to her men, who fired at the kids, the kids ran, picking up the smaller ones trying to get to the back more. After, the men threw gas cans inside, dumping some out.

"I'm sorry.. please.. forgive me.." I walked forward, every step felt like the world was crushing down on me. The mud on my face, the rushing of my blood, and the thunderous sound of my heart.

All I could do was say sorry, i was being selfish I couldn't give her up, and I had no way out. Saying sorry as if I wasn't the hand that would take there lives, that I wasn't the one who said I'd get them out, that id protect them. Sorry was only to help me, help me deal with the selfishness of my decision. Dropping the flare, the gasoline lite, my head was held by Lisa, forcing me to watch.

"Listen to them.. isn't it beautiful.. you're mine, remember that, ghost.." Lisa said, laughing lightly.

"Don't.. stop don't look.." they let the women go, she rushed to me, holding me as I was broken. Tears came from my eyes but there was no light. She covered my eyes and hugged me, trying to cover there screams with her voice.

"Ghost.. just listen to my voice.. mom is here.. I'm right here.." she spoke, trying to calm my shaking.

When the sounds and world finally hit, the unstoppable water that came from my eyes, when I let the voices of the kids beat against my ears, there cry's, how they yelled my name. Finally my body could no longer keep my feelings in check.

"Ahhhhh!" A cry of pain came from my chest, threatening to rip my heart in two, my mother cried, holding me, telling me she was there.

I knew it, or maybe I didn't know, in that moment, something broke deep down inside me.