life sucks

In a school that was filled with noise and joy.

There was a class with many sounds and lots of laughter

At the end of the classroom, there was a seat. Even though it is in the middle of the other seats.

You feel it is far from all the seats.

Not because of where it is, but because of the girl who uses it

An aura of loneliness and calm comes out of her

it makes you feel like she is detached from everything around her, completely alone, despite everyone around her

Despite all the sounds of joy, you feel like she is hearing her music

Her hair is as black as the space of the night

Her eyes are black

Not special in any way

She is a very ordinary girl on the outside

However, from the inside, she is an erupting volcano

She looked at everyone around her and then sighed

A pretty girl with yellow hair and green eyes approached her

She has an amazing body

"Why are you sitting alone, Sahar?" she said

"Why don't you join us?" The girl said it in a gentle voice.

,>Because you are a bunch of hypocrites. <

Sahar thought about that but didn't say it

She smiled at Noor and said

"I feel exhausted now. I want to rest my head for a bit, maybe tomorrow."

Noor looked at Sahar with great disdain

She was about to say something else

However, a voice came from a girl standing far away

Noor, come here and see how she is wearing this model.

Noor smiled and turned to her friend, leaving Sahar in her world

Sahar sighed with relief, then looked out of the classroom window at the stadium in contemplation

There were many students playing soccer

And a lot of students are joking with each other

She just didn't notice all this

All she notices is a group of students bullying a student who appears to be tailless

No emotion showed on Sahar's face that was as cold as ice. She looked at the child being bullied.

With calm eyes

If we look at the scene from her eyes, we will find

That assaulting students is a group of animals

In addition, a weak student in her eyes is like a chicken

Weak

Skinny

None of them deserves life in her eyes

Weakness is also a sin, like injustice

You are guilty of being weak and unable to stand up for yourself

She thought about it and then sighed

Sahar looked at the board

The teacher had already entered the classroom and started explaining the lesson as usual

Sahar looked at the teacher very bored

Sahar listened to every word he said

She did not hear his word

She was listening to the sound of music

The world is dark

The world is far away

The long road to pain

The long road to darkness

The world is dark

The world is far away

The song's words were ringing in Sahar's ear

As if describing the world through her eyes

The teacher looked at the stray magician

He said in an angry voice

"Do you listen to songs in class?"

Sahar smiled politely and said

"No. I'm listening to you."

The teacher asked

"Can you tell me what I was saying?"

Sahar looked at the blackboard

She explained what was on the blackboard. As if, she was listening to the teacher.

She explained everything well. She even said things he didn't.

It amazed everyone in the class at her intelligence

Noor whispered to the girl next to her and said

"The girl who becomes the first every year should be like this."

The girl next to her smiled and said sarcastically as she put her hand over her mouth

"He who does not have a life should be like this."

Everyone in the class laughed

Sahar heard every word the girls said, and her facial features did not change

The teacher growled, "I know you ignored me, so I will punish you after the class. You must clean everything in the classroom by yourself, and next time you should focus more on me."

Sahar smiled at the teacher and did not object

Class is over

They left Sahar alone to clean the classroom

"She doesn't have a life."

These words inhabited her mind

Her tears fell unintentionally

She wiped her tears with her hand and looked up at the sky

I must be strong

I must be strong

She said that in her heart, then she finished cleaning without objection or pause, and when she finished, she closed the class and left the school

She went to her house, and she was listening to songs while she was on the way

She watches all around her, people whispering or laughing

And also their grief

She was watching everyone around her

With eyes that have a lot of boredom

The world is dark

The world is far away

Some people look at the world with a gloomy view, all of which is hate

This view is not random

Not because of the character in them

Rather because of.........

Sahar arrived at her home

An old house looked very poor

House looks fragile

An aura of sadness and loathing surrounds the house

"The damn thing has finally arrived."

This voice came from one of the rooms

"Why you're late?"

"Don't you know I'm hungry?"

"Why the hell were you late?"

Sahar did not respond to the owner of the voice

But she went into her room, changed her clothes, then went to the kitchen and started making food

"Why don't you answer your aunt, you bitch?"

The woman talking stood up and approached Sahar

Then she grabbed her hair and said angrily

"You look like your mother a damned woman."