Life is unfair for some people I guess

My name is Kagami

I am your average 16 year old teen but I am extremely unlucky.Imagine this you had a childhood friend for years that you liked and stood by her for every thing but only existed as a supporting cast in her rom-com life.I am a person who loves romance stories but always end up as the supporting cast in reality i guess.Although reading those things hurt my heart everytime.I want a rom-com life but my looks are lower than avarage and my social skills are zero and not to mention people mostly don't think otakus are good.I play a lot of gacha games and even in real life its like a gacha for me but the difference it when it is money or gacha items I get SSR but in social life and romance I have NONE!!!

I mostly spent my days alone fantasizing about Manga situations like isekai or romance and cuz I look weird and not popular.People rarely talk to me and even the guys uglier than me calles me ugly but I don't know why but I am not affected by anything anymore almost as if I don't even have emotions at all.

After a while I developed a very strange thing.

A BRAIN!!

I am mentioned as otaku but I am trying to write novels in my spare time and songs as well however horrible they might be.They helped me to pass through my life without worries cuz I could just ignore everything around me.

But didn't work out because I am treated as an rebel by everyone.

I always say "Even if I am alone It doesn't mean its bad because even the sky without clouds are still beautiful" but everyday life is just neverending hell for me I guess.

So I try to live carefree as possible and not giving a shit about anything.I am atually nice to people but people don't like to give the creepy guy a chance.

So that concludes my origin I guess pretty stupid huh.