I keep trying

After classes I went to look for the class three where extra lessons is being held and I just can't stop thinking who the school boss is on my way I met verawe where just discussing as we went to lesson since she s also sitting for the exams,while we got close to the class door vera quickly told me to wait then she helped me packed my hair up saying i look cute that way lately we have been gettibg a lot closer and she pecked me quickly I was surprised with how quick she got me off guard I just smiled and entered inside the classroom the class was almost filled so I saw julia and was walking to seat with her when she took her back from the table and placed if it in the space I made a mental note to remember that she's not my Friend she just acted good to me because I lost my mum we are back to square zero,I just moved to another sit and sat down when I sat down there after some minutes Ashley came to where I sat down and told me to stand up say the sit is occupied but I didn't meet anyone or a bag in the seat when will this girls ever get tired to of bullying how much joy do they deserve from it,I didn't even bulge when she was tired of standing the class teacher came in and said everyone sit down Ashley sit or leave my class that was how she quietly went back to her sit and the girl I was sitting beside gave me thumbs up.

Fast forward>>

At night at the hostel I heard some girls saying have become bold ever since I went for a short break and some said with this my new behavior it will be a matter of time before the school boss hates me I was used to be talked about and looked at so I just passed it as nothing as I was about to give to bed Ashley came to my bed with her friends they were ranting when they saw I kept quiet they all ganged started fighting me pulling my hair it felt like death I struggled and I laid my hand a plastic bucket I hit it in one of them head she fainted at that moment every thing became still I panicked and wanted to start crying but I just hold myself knowing my enemies are looking for a chance to ridicule and shame me they quickly called the school matron and she dormitory prefect said I was going to kneel till day break everybody started murmuring some saying unfair judgment and some saying started doing more than myself I was telling my inner self to be strong she also told me I will be reported to the school authorities tomorrow as I was about to kneel down someone jumped down from a bed at the end corner I didn't even no a bed that way I think she has been seeing everything that happened because that authority and way she shouted don't kneel down everybody looked at her at once and I saw Julia walking like a proud bitchy peacock that she is and I feared for her being implicated and bullied like me I wanted to plead for her to stay out of this when she told me to shut up and go to my bed I was hesitating because I don't want her getting in trouble cause of me .

"Anyone objecting mr in this dorm "she said and nobody even said a single word then she walked to me and told me to never do like her know her she can never know or be close to a weakling I just told her thanks and went to bed to sleep. that night I dreamed about my mum she was encouraging me and said beware of fake friends and told me never to stop trying for a while now my nightmare about rape has stopped and no sleepless nights.

Next morning everyone was looking at me differently and one girl even came to me told me her name that she wants to be friends with me,another girl asked mr how I was related to the school boss if am secretly having an affair with her that she always comes to my side just like yesterday night,it was then I realized julia was the school boss everyone was talking about but how she's just in class three junior and both Senior still respects her then someone said she earned it wow