SELF MADE SELF DESTROYED

You're the best person in the world, i know this,

All you ever and always wanted was the best for everyone in the world, I know this,

The more you tried to give positivity, the more you got negativity,

You were put in this world to make everyone happy but LA LA LA LALALALA LA LALA, one could only imagine it,

How did everything become so vague, how did you unintentionally hurt your own self with so much animosity,

And then always proceed to heal yourself with potions from a lost mindset given to you by society,

You became alive when you were dead already,

You were supposed to go 360 round the correctional cycle but got stuck on 180,

You had so many chances to set all the wrong things right,

But after the rain never came the much anticipated sunshine,

The more you saw home the more lost you became,

The more you sought for telepathy the more ignorant you became,

Now alone, fragile and lush like a crusty leaf fallen from the tree at autumn,

Living so close to home and everything you needed yet so vulnerable and disconnected from them all,

You would regularly commute from one lonely street to another in sadness town everyday,

Even after all the terrors of this world you kept seeing dawn after dawn,

Love never left your heart but anger has replaced sadness and fear has moved in the place where trust used to be,

Every other thing seems bright from a dark point of view,

But your wit is your only defense and only your conscience will protect you.

- Okoro Favour Alexander