1 Prologue

They say do your best.That's what I did.Some how I felt like I was a disappointment.I tried and tried.But I couldn't take it any longer.I wanted to be free.I was living a horrible nightmare.Well that's what I thought.But this was all reality.I didn't want to face the truth.Everyone I loved left.Why? Was it because I wasn't good enough? Was I a disappointment?Why did everyone leave me? This nightmare left a scar in my heart that can not be erased.I want to wake up.But I can't I just have to face reality.But then they appeared.They made everything look like a dream.It felt to perfect to be real.I felt free with them.But I couldnt trust them.What if they didn't meant what they said.What if they leave me too.I want to be free but I can't.No one can wake me up from this nightmare.This is my life.That's how it supposed to go.