Lulu, you are my best friend...

Really 'I never thought that she now Her tongue can be as sharp as that to me, in his eyes I have now been judged the worst person against Ayuna and this is one proof that Ayuna's play has worked, my good friend Lulu can change so drastically to me and doesn't trust me anymore.

I looked at Lulu's face with a look and feeling that I never thought that she could say this to me, she has now sided with Ayuna, and I deserve a thumbs up for Ayuna because she has really won all the trust of her friends. me.

"Lulu, you know me first than Ayuna, but why now you can judge me who is more evil than Ayuna, I hope that whenever you don't regret your words, because I know that you are the best friend who has a heart. sincere to me. "

I looked at Lulu's face whose eyes were so cynical seeing me as if, I am indeed a person she should hate and she just forgot about it, I'm not at all angry with her and I just think that right now I should be able to prepare myself again, because for sure there are still other Lulu - Lulu who will hate me and look at me cynically like this, because they have been hypnotized by Ayuna's words ...

"Ayuni, never mind ..... don't you ever dream of getting Jimmy, indeed you feel happy! If you get love from love ....! It's fortunate that Ayuna loves you, so she is willing to give the guy she loves to be Your beloved, but unfortunately after all that love cannot be forced !! in the end you will never get love from Jimmy .....! never mind there

you go to the toilet! so you can look in the mirror ... and see what you are

deserve love from Jimmy ..! ha ha ha ha ha ....! "said Lulu with satisfaction in front of me.

"BRAAAKK ..... !!"

"LULU .... !! please listen well yes .. !! I'm silent doesn't mean I give in or I don't dare to fight you all! If I'm really angry I can beat you here, I don't care about Teacher. BP or will get SP, because of my principle if you are ready to sell SELL then I will no longer hesitate to buy it! And listen carefully ... if again I hear your words like this, so sharp as a razor this time, then I will not hesitate to tear it, so that your mouth can be wider than the previous size and more satisfied to say words about myself ... !! UNDERSTAND .... !! "

Without realizing it, I kicked off the table in front of Lulu. Because she really provoked my emotions and my anger, I couldn't stand all her humiliation, if I could only stand by or accept the reality then I would be a soft food for them. all because this is what Ayuna wants me to look like a bad person, then .... from now on they have to see that I am the most evil one!

Lulu was surprised by the slamming of the table from my hand, she gasped and her face started to look scared of me. Maybe this is the first time she saw me who was really very angry! I should be angry because I can't stand seeing all the eyes as if accusing me that I have stolen Jimmy from Ayuna, even though they clearly know that Ayuna is a transfer student who hasn't been in this school for 3 weeks but Ayuna's prestige really exceeds people who has been a star in this school for centuries, that's the strength of Ayuna which is a weakness for me.

Seeing Lulu's frightened face like that, I couldn't bear to see it, I immediately focused back on my seat and immediately opened my bag and took out all my textbooks, fortunately at this time lesson hours had not started so there was no teacher. who witnessed what I did just now to Lulu.

Not a single lesson entered my brain today, I don't know ... maybe because I thought too much about Jimmy, then I also thought about Ayuna and also thought about myself, which sometimes I don't understand why my fate should be like this ....

My eyes are currently looking far into the yard of the school but my thoughts are imagined about Papa, right now I really miss Papa, who always smiles and always encourages me, Papa who always asks what happens at school every day and Papa always buys my favorite food at night suddenly my father and I sat together sharing stories in the TV room, it's really beautiful all these stories, but it's a shame that everything is now gone and only memories since Ayuna's arrival, I just feel better in the room because I don't want to hear babbling that came out of Papa's mouth, because Ayuna always wanted to be the best in Papa's eyes.

I step my feet limply through these classes ... I just intend to get home and then I want to immediately lay my body down on my favorite bed ... want me to hug my bolster pillow and spill my heart on it ...

because it's only my pillow and bed that now I can make my place to vent everything, I can berate him until finally I also let out these tears to my heart's content .....

because since Ayuna's arrival and her actions, this hand feels unable to write in my diary anymore .... because my fear exceeds my courage to write in that diary.

"Ayuni ... wait ...!" suddenly I heard a voice call from a boy from another class, I immediately stopped my steps because I wanted to know who called me.

"Ayuni ... huuufftt ... You walk slowly but deftly ... 'I'm tired of calling you a long time ago ... !!"

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