How bad I am in your eyes?

With Ayuni because for me Ayuni is more than a boyfriend! So I don't need a boyfriend !! I already have Ayuni that's enough! Even if it can last forever !! " said Jimmy who suddenly was behind me.

Maybe it wasn't just me who was shocked Half Dead to see Jimmy who came and immediately stood in front of me and he loudly said in front of all the students who had looked at me right now like a criminal, I saw Ayuna's eyes and mouth were now very wide open after he heard what Jimmy said in front of all the students who were here. Because just like myself, Ayuna didn't believe Jimmy's words.

I don't even dare to be proud of Jimmy who defended me like that, because I was afraid that the deeper I kept this love, it would hurt if it turned out that Jimmy was not what he said. The words spoken by Jimmy were only words that were only to defend myself in front of everyone, not the words that came out of his heart, the essence remains the same, for Jimmy I am just a friend and until whenever I am just a friend is not a person who he loved so much, seeing all this I was just silent resigned, trying to accept this situation and I still thank Jimmy, because he has helped me and saved me for the second time from the evil mouth of Ayuna.

"Hey ... !! what's going on? Didn't your ears hear the entrance bell? Why are you still standing outside the classroom ...?!"

Suddenly, the voice of Mr. Anwar, the physics teacher, shocked us all, making us all turn around and scatter into our respective classes ...

"Hey Jimmy! What are you doing with Ayuni's hand? Until when are you going to hold Ayuni's hand? Do you two want you to dry in the field holding hands !?"

Like a thunderbolt blaring Mr. Anwar's voice sounded in my ear. Honestly, I didn't realize that Jimmy had been holding my hand, maybe because I was too focused on Ayuna so I didn't realize that Jimmy was also protecting me with his actions.

Without further ado, I quickly brushed Jimmy 's hand and I immediately ran into the classroom leaving Jimmy and Mr. Anwar who were still standing outside the classroom, I ran with my face down because my face still felt red but red with a different atmosphere. different, at first my face flushed because I harbored such deep anger towards Ayuna, but now my face is flushed because I am ashamed of what Jimmy did to me that was seen by all his friends.

I immediately ran into my classroom and immediately sat in my classroom, I didn't care if Jimmy and Mr. Anwar were still standing in front of this class, I don't know what they were talking about but I hope they don't bring my name, because I'm afraid if later Ayuni will complain about this, to Papa.

Every now and then Jimmy glanced at me even though Mr. Anwar was talking to him, I could only look and then looked down because I was afraid with Jimmy's eyes staring at me, I didn't know what they were talking about, and I tried not to care about Jimmy and Mr. Anwar talking about it. After finishing talking with Jimmy, Mr. Anwar came in and started teaching as usual 'No questions were given to me by Mr. Anwar, making me calm and able to focus on following my lessons until the end.

It doesn't feel like the time now has shown the second break time, but I still don't dare to leave this class, because my feelings are still mixed with what happened this morning, especially about Ayuna, it's not that I'm afraid of her, but I can't thinking about what's in Ayuna's mind and what other plans Ayuna will do to me, I can't imagine it at all. Honestly, I actually wanted to ask Jimmy about what Mr. Anwar had said to him, until Jimmy was stuck for a while when the first class had started.

But ... I can only undo my intention, because I think that if at this time I still have to meet Jimmy, then I will definitely get into big trouble with Papa because of Ayuna.

"Ayuni! As long as you know ... Jimmy doesn't love you because as far as I know ... Jimmy likes Ayuna and if I think Jimmy is more suitable with Ayuna than with you, try to see and imagine Jimmy is handsome, handsome. and female idols, just like Ayuna she is already beautiful, cool and she deserves a Jimmy that is different from you, at all you can't be juxtaposed with Jimmy, you don't match! You just don't deserve to be Jimmy's lover! "

Lulu, suddenly sat beside me then she said curtly to me, I did not expect that she could say that even though Lulu is my best friend but now ... really 'I never thought that she now Her tongue can be as sharp as that to me, in his eyes I have now been judged the worst person against Ayuna and this is one proof that Ayuna's play has worked, my good friend Lulu can change so drastically to me and doesn't trust me anymore.

Really 'I never thought that she now Her tongue can be as sharp as that to me, in his eyes I have now been judged the worst person against Ayuna and this is one proof that Ayuna's play has worked, my good friend Lulu can change so drastically to me and doesn't trust me anymore.

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