182 Talk from the heart

"What triggered it this time?" He asked, eying Lucas with seriousness. Lucas averted his gaze and shook his head in dismissal.

  Alas, John was adamant.

"If you don't tell us what triggered it, then we can't help you, Lucas. I can't let you go berserk like this again and again." 

Lucas had a feeling that John was not getting to something good this time. He only sighed and wiped the sweat off his forehead.

"I just thought of how… if I don't complete this shelter upgrade, which I can't do without you all. I will actually die… die without meeting my family and taking care of them. Wihthout getting them to this shelter, keeping them safe." Lucas said with a concerned face, he could feel something bubbling inside of him.

"Lucas" 

Lucas got out of his daze when he heard his name called in such a way. He looked up toward John.