CHAPTER 20: JERK AGAIN

EIAN

That wasn't weird when I was still at Callie's house. The girls caught me in the act staying there with Callie, even using the kitchen and cook some foods.

Yet, I had fun bonded with them actually. It has been a while surrounded with girls talking and laughing. I really enjoyed being with them. They looked up to me like their own big brother ever since they were little.

I do not have plan going out today. Lying in my bed, thinking. Happening of last night that was in my mind. I know it was strange. I do not recall moments especially after having sex with girls I hooked up.

Why is it Callie was different? I closed my eyes decided to sleep. Maybe I was just tired or something that she was keep on flashing inside my head.

I kept myself busy hanging out with friends the whole weekend. Okay, I lied some part. I was kind of a little bit being jerk again about Callie. After what happened that night, she texted me back thanking me about the foods I cooked for them.

I did not reply I do not know why or even do the texting each other often. She did not bother me at all since, even at school.

She keeps her distance too. I know it is unfair to her but there is something wrong with me. Sometimes we just met each other's eyes. I wanted to talk again but it refuses my mind to do so.

It was our lunch break and we were heading to the cafeteria with friends. I saw Callie from a far talking to someone.

When we got nearer, I recognized that someone was Steven, the captain of the football team. I could not remember they were close.

Callie was laughing with that idiot. I do not know what he was saying to her that make her laughed. I do not like it I do not like what I see. I know Steven he is one of those guys that can't keep their pants close.

I approached them without thinking. "Hey Cal, can I talk to you?" I said, glaring at Steven. I was not aware of my action.

I looked Cal, she was confused looking at me. She faced back at Steven, "Okay, Steven I'll go ahead." She said, smiling.

"Okay, Sky, see you around." He spoke.

She nodded then glanced at me. "Eian." then I slightly nodded. Callie smiled to my friends and walked away.

"You go ahead guys; I'll catch up with you later." I told them as I followed her.

We leaded to the garden she always stays. She did not look at me or talk as we arrived.

She sat down to her usual spot still ignoring me. Opening her backpack, she took out her lunch and placed it on the table. She got enough for two again. Did she prepare that for Steven?

Shaking my head, I sat beside her waiting for her to finished then I started talking.

"Cal, I..." She did not let me finish my sentence.

"Okay, Eian. What do you want?" Her voice was a little bit irritated. "I think that you got want you wanted and ignore me again."

I stared at her for a while and we were like that for a moment glaring at each other's eyes. But inside my head, it was different. I wanted to kiss her again and again. My eyes landed on her kissable lips.

I licked my lips then looked back at her eyes. She caught me licking my lips and her brows raised. Okay, that was awkward after what I did to her and I was a perv right now. I grinned to make it not obvious.

"Hey, I am sorry! I was just a jerk okay." I admitted to her, yes, really what a jerk i am to her and here I am feeling like a jealous boyfriend. Boyfriend? What did I say? Boyfriend! Hey, wait, what am I talking about.

Jealous?... I am not jealous about her talking to other guys. She can talk to anyone she wants right. Am I okay with it especially that Steven?

"Sorry?! Well, I should have known. I should not... we should not be reconnected Eian." She replied and I was kind a little hurt.

'Why is it I was hurting when she said that?'

"So, you regret it that we were friends again." I asked but her eyes never looked at me.

"I..." She paused. "I am not." She whispered as she was focused on something in the table so that she could not look at me in the eyes.

"Me too, but still I was a jerk to you. I am so sorry again Cal." I apologized and she lifted her head to me. "I will not be a jerk again promise." Looking through my eyes I know what she was thinking if I was telling the truth for being a jerk.

I do not really get it why I was back to my old self again. But I miss her after what happened to us that night.

She nodded with a smile. Thank God she accepted my apologies. Yes, I will not do that to her again. I grinned.

Rolling her eyes on me. "Come on, have a bite. Lunch will be over soon." Cal said, offering her lunch. She brought some sandwiches, bottle juice and fruits slice into bite size.

I smiled and pinched her cheek. "Thanks Babe." I said winking as he gave me my share. 'What? wait, just... what did I say again?' Babe? What is wrong with me? What is wrong with my mouth?

I gave her my small smile acting normal as I took a bite with the sandwich. It was shock while we were eating, I keep on putting some fruits towards her mouth like we were in a relationship.

We were done eating and handed me a bottle of water. I accepted, opened then handed back to her instead. Wow, I never done that before to a girl. I know she was shock maybe she was thinking me the new Eian in front of her.