CHAPTER 17: DOES IT FIT?

SKY

I do not know what came unto me saying those words. But really, I do not what him to stop and do it further. I want it and I will definitely not regret it after.

I know he was giving me a chance to change my mind but I am really ready for whatever it leads to.

I firmly want to give Eian my first time. I could not think of another person to give my V. I do not know why but I really want him. It is now or never I am willingly do it with him. Of course, I absolutely not telling him it is my first but he already figured it out because I was eager.

Back in my mind, I am afraid he will not proceed and having second thought.

"Are you really sure about this, Cal?" He asked again. "There's no turning back." He added.

I nodded. "Yes, affirmative. No regrets after this and it won't change our friendship." I said firmly.

He got up as I watched his movements. He sat in front of me as he removed his shirt followed next the sweatpants.

Leaving his boxer, I could see his manhood growing wild. I licked my lips at the same time afraid, thinking.

'Does it fit?' Me! The innocent does not do watching porn. Of course, I do not about that stuff. It was totally different from our lessons than the actual act.

I looked to see Eian watching me, smirking. I blushed. He then slowly removed my short leaving my panty on. I was holding my breath as he let his fingertips touching me in a slow motion. No one ever touched my thighs like that.

I closed my eyes as he held the waistband of my underwear slowly moving it down. My heart was trembling and excited at the same time. It was mixed emotions in particular.

I opened my eyes when I thought Eian stopped as soon as undies removed. He did not stop but watching me fully naked.

I saw him licking his lips as he climbed towards me. He pressed his lips to mine as I felt him holding me tightly against his.

He tugging it gently between his teeth

to parted my lips. He slipped his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues were playing inside. In fairness, to me, I began to learn and follow his lead.

I was getting really turned on and I could feel wetness in me. I could also feel his growing creature in between my legs.

His kisses travelled down and stopped in the middle part of my body. It started to my breasts. I could hear my moans in my room. Still, no one's touching my breasts like that. I do have boyfriend before but we never do something like this. Even a kiss because it was just a front act.

Closing my eyes, I could feel the hotness he did to me. The way he sucked his mouth unto my breasts making me held onto his hair. He really knew what he was doing. Of course, he knew. I know he did it many times with different girls.

He travelled his lips downward and stopped in between my thighs. I opened my eyes as I quickly sat up just to grabbed his head away from my womanhood.

No one see it down there as he began licking it with his tongue even eating it the way Eian did.

"D-don't it's dirty." I spoke. "I never..." I did not finish my words as he stared at me.

"No, it's not. Just relax okay." He said and continue sucking it.

I know I feel like an idiot but I never watch porn before but read them. I have no idea this what it feels like, actual feelings. I have no time for that I rather waste my time reading or sketching than that one.

Eian's still busy with my womanhood putting his fingers pumping it. It was some of pleasure I feel inside my body. My stomach was tightened I feel like something strange. Still my hands were squeezing his hair I do not know where to grab but him.

"Ooh..." I said aloud. "Sh*t" Gosh! I say bad word for the first time.

Something was flowing from my V and I could not help it. Eian was still down there and to my complete surprise he was savoring it.

"W-wait, Eian, n-no." I said in a low voice trying to get up but he blocked me, continue doing what he wants to do.

Gosh! That was shaming. I put my arm into my eyes to cover it. I could not look at me. I could sense he was done down there still I cover my eyes. He uncovered my eyes and looked at me. I could feel my face was blushing. He was caressing my cheek then he reached out to my nightstand, grabbing something from his wallet.

Tearing it using his mouth, I realized it was a condom. He placed it to his little monster that what he called it before while rushing to the bathroom.

Looking at him putting on, I finally saw, clearly saw it through a little light from my window how big it was. Sprung out and proud I got scared all of the sudden.

'Gosh, what have I gotten into?'

I quickly closed my eyes to divert my mind to somewhere else. My heart was pumping nervously. I prayed that it will end fast. Eian kissed me again, okay that was all I needed, distraction.

"I am going in now Cal, you still have time to back out." He asked me again.

"N-no, just do it Eian." I replied biting my lips. 'I can do this.' I said in my mind.

Eian slowly positioning his little monster towards my entrance. Slowly, I could feel he already push little by little. Until I could feel my V was expanding at the same time feel the hurt. Gosh! I never really thought it was painful. A teardrop from the side of my eyes.

Eian stopped for a while, kissed me on the lips. There were always sparks between just like the first kiss.