Isolated Thoughts. (1)

I was in a binding light, it felt as it was unending. As if, I belonged there, and it was destined for me to stay here. So I did, I stood there staring at the bright lights glaring right at me, hitting my pale skin just right.

Some might gone insane because of this.. inconvenience matter. And maybe I have also, I had just not had realized it yet.

The light was scorching, it flamed my skin with heat. I was undoubtedly left with scars. I then began to think about my life on earth.

Was it really all worth it?

In my life, I had tried my best not to act selfish. Never had I ever, put my self over others. I sometimes wondered if, did I ever had any true desires? Did I ever, truly want anything?

Quite sad really.

I temper on the thought of how is how the elderly felt when they are reflecting on there life, on the brink of death.

If I were to turn back time, would I change anything?

Well, I would change how died so easily.

Ha, I'm pretty sure any would.

I can't decide… if I want to go out of this trance I'm in.

Do I really, want to get out of here? Into a different world, that which could be far worse than Earth is?

Do I really want to be stuck here, in this tranquility of peace in here.

I'm not very well at confirming decisions I want to do, maybe the reflection of the life lived on the green planet, is still reflecting here? Even here huh… while I'm alone. Pathetic.

If there is any god out there, watching me.

Why have you decided to put me in this infinite time-space of a world?