take 2

Everyday I started illustrating the prince official that inclides my brother too so is Mael. Mael insisted to make his face more handsome he wanted me to fix his big nose and his broad hair line.It's crazy coz it won't look like him already but he wanted it that way so he will be remembered as a good looking man. Some men also want their chest broader and their face thinner. Those simple details I just agreed on to make them happier with the output of my work. It's Mael's turn he keeps on moving so I have to remind him to stay steady so I could capture his image in details. His face has a beautiful articulation but he is not smiling. He is actually frowning and giving so much comments of how tiring it is to stay in one position too long.

" If your tired we can do this again tomorrow. Let's not force it in one day. I'm not rushing anyway." I told him so we can finally relax. He agreed. The next day he is wearing a different clothes already so I have to change that part. Anyway I didn't think too much of that I can just put any kind of clothing to his drawing. I just wanna finish his face already on the 2nd day. The other men has no problem only him has so much issues. I dismissed him so he can finally rest while I finalize my drawing. He came towards me to see what I'm doing.

"This person doesn't look like me." He commented.

" You keep on moving so I had a few errors." I explained. While he is standing closer I took advantage to look at him more for my drawing. The shape of his face is thinner on my drawing and the jaw is different. Maybe I can still fix this with shading and all.

"Are you this comfortable with orher men too?" He asked.

"What do you mean.?" I responded.

"Are you not getting conscious with me getting to close to you. And you stare at me so casually. It's making me uncomfortable which is actually reverse should be the one feeling that way." He stated as if I'm not normal.

" No, I'm working. This is ordered by the Prince. Only you thinks that way. Kulas and the others didn't say anything they are happy with the output of my work.

" Your work has no issue but you being around men like this is so not conventional. I believe women should be separated with men even at work. Nobody is here right now, I can just kiss you if I want or do other thing worst than that." He warned me. Mael can be a little creepy but he is right. But I have to play it cool.

" Are you that kind of person? I'm disgusted of that kind of person and also the person who thinks that way. But I believe that there will be time whenmen and women can work without any social issues. We will be accepted as equal to men." I told him.

"That is pretty bold thought coming from you but it will never happen. Men can only give you like psychological equality. Like we can make you believe we are equal but we are nòt really equal." He laugh as he say his statement.

" I wish I will be born in the future where equality exist." I told him. I then watch my distance at Mael he scares me with his words.