1 Unspoken problem

I've been with my girlfriend for almost 2 years now. Everything has been great.

She's smart, kind, beautiful. She's basically perfect.

Except we haven't gone past first base and not from lack of trying. Somehow it never feels right or natural.

I think I know what my problem is.

The only question is what will happen if she ever finds out? That I'm sexually attracted to gore?