1 I used to die but now I live because of God
At that time I was in school and I had very big goals in my life and had 6 siblings, 4 boys and girls 2, I was a younger brother 3 of my brother, there I was very happy because I had a brother and sister we all had each of our ideals we all want to fight to help our parents. But since we fought, it was only me and my second brother with my 4th brother who had graduated from high school. The three of us who passed in this school. The third one failed in school, after we graduated from my second brother's school he followed this and he passed the exam. And I was very proud of him because he was able and able to help the family and I hope he will help the family 👪.
After this time, he wanted me to be a high school like him, so that I could help the family together. At that time I was still in the village, my brother asked me to come to take the TNI test, my kaka said ... Ade ,,, you come to the city of jayapura later you take the test here so I can see you and help you take this test , !!!!!!! I replied ... ::: yes ka, 'surely I came to take the test,' after I listened to him I came in the city according to his desires and according to my ideals but I also obeyed God, many close themselves when when I followed I failed the TNI test for 3 times. Even my sister doesn't have to export, I just let it go ...
There, even when I was stressed in my dreams ,, there was a beautiful girl with soft alus body and long hair, she was eating in a stall. I saw her there, I approached her and I asked me: ;;;;,,, from where ... you're the same here this girl answered ,,,,,:; i'm from home ,, and same kaka ...
I laughed and was happy to meet him .....
When my hip trip with my boyfriend I was hated by my brother and my boyfriend .. He did not approve of both of us because he said that this girl only brought misfortune to my family, but I always opposed him and fought because I felt comfort in my life and I believe he can make me happy as he wishes ... Finally I decided that I did not want to take the TNI test again and I left the city because there was a big dispute going on in my life there. My brother rebelled against me, even all his friends were looking for me. in remote areas of the city .. But they did not find me .. Because I had gone to another city that is Denpasar Bali, there I lived my life with my boyfriend and finally I was with my girlfriend we decided that taking the road banned by Allah swt. And both of us have different religions. I am a Muslim religion and even my boyfriend is a Christian, I have a commitment that my girlfriend when I got married I hope that my girlfriend should convert to Islam. But God has another conflict with my commitment ... At that time I did not believe in God that there is a God I know Jesus was just an idol. I didn't know my thoughts were so negative to his god.
2 years later that girlfriend has conceived my child and even there we live pasasan because so many scoffed at us ... insulting, rejecting, hating, even spitting on, but we still maintain life together, even we also run our faith because we are not married Legitimate, my boyfriend also he is very loyal to God because our situation is wrong even though the wrong way he still believes in his religion, my girlfriend at that time said to me ,,, he said if you believe in Jesus Christ then the massage is real as long as you are sure all your heart and believe all of that is real in your life.
But I clean hard on him because I have a god who is also strong, whereas I hate Christianity, I hate them,
,,, a few months later at that time my wife wanted to give birth and I did not have money because when filling out the form to give birth had to pay administration but I told the administration I would pay after giving birth to the child, there I did not have family, friends, suadara to at that time they served my wife the doctors the basics during childbirth .. I was devastated to see the situation, the doctor was unable to treat him, other doctors said it was impossible for us to save, and they immediately took him to the operating room that was the only way.
there the doctor said that between the two of them only one survived but we had to try as hard as we could both we tried but I rebelled against the doctor because I didn't want them to be gone in life because I saw the condition of my wife was very critical and unable to resist the pain he experienced even his breath just following the doctor's tool ,,
I cried because I myself also did not have a way out ... At that time it was midnight around 2 o'clock ... I was too concerned about what my wife had said, if you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ then the miracle is ... So that day I did what was said to me, and I began to practice what was said,
I say this to the Lord Jesus, ',,,,,,:;
god jesus, today I want to see and want proof from you whether you are the almighty who is able to address my wife and son, if you are able then I convert to your religion and there is no coercion from anyone, whatever the risk I am responsible in my life this, as long as give them a chance in this life, that is my promise to the god of Jesus ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,!
A few hours later I heard the news that my wife had given birth, and at that moment I was called into the room after I was in the doctor's office, this doctor did not answer anything but I was afraid because there was nothing to my wife, I was surprised that the doctor hugged me, congratulations son ... your wife and child are safe ... there I bow to the lord jesus whom my wife believes ...
But there is still one more request to God Jesus, I say ,!
Jesus God there is still operating money and recovery money bai that I have not paid, like this, God,
When I sat in front of the operating room there was a father approached me, he said, son, why are you crying, I answered sir, I could not pay the operating money, where this father felt compassion for me, he helped me, and paid for all treatment and my wife's surgery. And he called me to work in his place ...
End of story. I give in my life journey ...
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