Chapter 4: Dad...

My hand reached for the phone that was disrupting my fun of watching BTS's comeback mv. The name on the screen causing me to pause the video. 'Dad...He hasn't contacted in a while. I wonder why he called...It's not like I can talk to him.' I pushed my thoughts away as I had completely forgotten the happiness I had felt only moments ago.

I tapped the answer button as the only thing that came from the speaker was the chokes of a little sob sound. I rolled my eyes as the noise left what I could only assume to be my Dad's voice. "Hey baby girl, I know its been a while..." I had to hold back throwing my phone across the room when I heard the nickname. 'He doesn't deserve to call me that or anything for that matter.' "I just wanted--" Before I could hear anymore I hastily hung up.

His crying broke my heart and even though I hated him I couldn't just forget he was my father. I hated being so vulnerable to him. My hands moved on their own as I typed to him through text.

>What do you want?

The question was cold but he didn't deserve much after he left me to fend for myself. Grieving the loss of Mom was no excuse for leaving me alone even if he lost his mind. 'He must want to fake apologize again just so I will take pity on him and give him money to gamble with.' I grimaced at the thought.

>Couldn't I just want to meet up with my lovely daughter?

I could feel his horrendous suck-up tone through the letters on the page. It made me feel nauseous and soon I felt like I was going to actually get sick. I tried to steady myself after the little dizzy spell that came over me with the nauseousness. I closed my eyes and sat down on my bed for a moment.

>You should have thought of that before you abandoned me and then came begging for a relationship with me. Only for me to find out it was for money! You need to check yourself, Dad.

I was so disappointed in him. I turned off my phone just so I could calm myself and get rid of my traumatic thoughts that were being brought on by him. I chose to focus on the computer in front of me as I blocked all of the negativity and decided to support my boys.

"None of this a coincidence

Because we're the two who found our destiny

DNA"

The frown from before was already melting off my face and all that was left was the happiness from earlier. 'These smiles on my face are all because of them. I wish I could thank them...' The music video ended and I decided to replay it when a notification came from my computer.

"BTS Live~"

I must be quite the ninja fangirl. I'm faster than lightning with everything BTS... When the live stream had loaded it I saw the face of my love, Taehyung. 'Is it weird to call him that even though we've only met once? Nah...' He looked as amazing as ever and his silver hair made him look stunning, but the smile that was on his face made him much more attractive in my mind. His hair was messy yet straightened so it'd look more flat.

He seemed to be reading the comments on the live in a question and answer format. Most of the comments he read off were things like, "Oppa, you look so handsome," or, "You looked great in the MV!" Something concerning, though, was that he looked a lot skinnier and paler. I quickly typed in the comments saying, "You look a little pale...Are you eating properly? Make sure to take care of yourself!"

I heard him mumble thank you and although I knew there were probably many other fans who he could be saying thank you to, the next words he said surprised me, "Thank you, Hee-mang for your comment. I'm doing fine. Don't worry so much...We've been eating just fine!" He showed his famous boxy smile, "We're all healthy!" My eyes widened and my heart tumbled out of my chest and into a puddle on the ground. Not only did he see my comment he also said thank you to me...

'Don't be so positive. There are probably thousands of others named Hee-mang.' I knew that yet I couldn't help but hold my hands up to my cheeks in order to cool down my face from the bright red that appeared on them with a bright and flustered smile on my face.

'What are you doing to me, Kim Taehyung?'