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Date: 4th of January, 2020. Time:11 pm

We walked inside after having the most wonderful time at the restaurant. *** was surely the love of my life. Meeting him 2 years ago was the best thing that ever happened.

We got to his bedroom where it was all lit with candles and decorated beautifully. I was so confused until I turned around too see *** on one knee. He said:

Loren Banks you are the 'love of my life'. I knew that from day one. When I first saw you first 2 years ago I fell completely in love with you. I can't imagine my life without you. You are the missing piece in my puzzle of life. Your the most beautiful, kind, sweet and loving person ever. I want to spend my life with you. i want you to have my kids, watch them grow up as we grow old together. So the question is... Loren Banks would you do me the extraordinary pleasure and marry me?

I was shocked and all I could get out was: I.... 

Date:1st of January,2018. Time:00:00

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" we screamed with everyone else at the party. Me and my best friends Madidon and Lily always go to a party on New Years Eve with one another. This year we were at our best friends one. Their house was huge. We are really good friends with them. Me, Madison and Lily always go here to hang out and shit. The guys are our really close friends and one thing we respect of each other is no dating someone in our 'group' because it makes things complected. Like I said ONLY thing. They sit on us all sorts they don't understand the word privacy is but we still love em.  

Me and the girls were drunk af. So we were staying here tonight. I am gonna be sharing a room with Quinton. He is by far the closest one of the guys to me. We have a brother sister relationship but most people think we would be cute. Personally I don't think we match like that and even if we did I don't like him like that.He is the same I know this because we have spoken about it just to make sure we are on the same wave length. I love him but in a family way.

It was now 2 am. i don't know where two hours went to though one minute I was screaming Happy New year next I'm stumbling upstairs to Quinton's room. I passed by Lily on the hall. She was staying in Ben's room and Madison is staying with Ryan. They are the same with Ben and Ryan as I am with Quinton. Ryan and Quinton are brothers and Ben is their best friend. 

We have our favourites but we are all really close. We were even gonna move in early last year but we decided against it for reasons I can't remember😂😂. Me and Quinton are now in his room. I am in the bathroom changing into some of his clothes because me being my forgetful self forgot to bring them. I walked back out to his room and basically jumped on top of it. 

He laughed a bit but soon was changed and had his arm wrapped around me. We were asleep in minutes. Or i was anyway I have no idea if Quinton even slept. 

2nd of January 2018 Time:12:03am.

I was woken up by Ben bursting through the door. I groaned and turned over so I was now face down on the bed with Quinton sitting up laughing at me. I flipped them both of before I left to go and get a pain killer. 

I got to the kitchen just to find two other girls in my near exact state. I laughed at us because we always get drunk them regret it in the morning. Lily turned around and Madison just groaned again and put her head on the table. We have done this so many times that we don't vomit anymore we just have killer head aches. 

I got some pain killers and flopped back upstairs to try and find one of the guys to take us home so we could change and get properly ready for today. I have work at three today so I have to be at the studio a half hour before to get ready. Madison and Lily don't have work until tomorrow and the boys work for one of their friends in Beverly Hills so they can just ask for a day off when they like. 

Madison works as an actor. She plays small parts in big movies. Like she was Bethany in jumanji 2.

Lily works as a model for Nike, Adidas, Tommy Hilfiger and loads more they are the biggest ones though. Me on the other hand I am a professional  dancer and sometimes model for dance clothes but nothing major. Not to brag but I have won the world competition for the last 3 years. I am dancing this year for the last time before coming a mentor/trainer at my dance company. 

Worlds is in August and there are loads of competitions you have to either win or be second in before you can even think of worlds. 

I got upstairs and found Ben first so I asked him to take us home. He agreed and me and the girls hoped into his car. We drove home and said to meet us at Dunkin at 1. He said okay and left.

We got inside and went to our rooms to quickly change because it was now 12:25 and it takes us ages to get ready. I quickly threw on a light grey cropped Nike hoodie and a pair of black ripped jeans. I did some light makeup to cover how tired and hungover I was and waited down stairs for the girls. It was now 12:35. After about 10 minuted Lily came down and we both waited another 5 minutes for Madison. Once we were all ready we left and made it to Dunkin just on time. 

We ordered our drinks and we sat down at a booth with the guys. We talked for about half and hour before I got a call saying i had to come to the studio early because of a mentor class i have to take to become one. 

I told everyone I had to leave and asked the guys to bring Madison and Lily home even though I knew they would anyway. Because I drove here I quickly rushed home and changed into some leggings and a jumper before putting my dance clothes in a bag and went to the studio. 

I got there and was on time so I put my bag in the changing room and went to the meeting/teaching room. I went in took a seat with some of my dance friends that were also taking the class. There was Meghan, Kayla and Emily that I was quite close with but there was Samantha and Rebecca that were contemporary dancers like me that were jealous because i have won worlds against them for 3 years and I always beat them in competitions leading up to it. Emily and Kayla are jazz dancers while Meghan is a ballet dancer. Emily and Kayla aren't jealous of each other because one they are friends and not the jealous type and two are in different ages so don't compete against each other.

The class was quite short and before we new it we were changing into our dance clothes for class. We waited for each other then made our way to the dance room/studio. We got there and our instructors weren't there yet so we talked a bit before separating to different parts of the studio with our mentors. 

Class took about 5 hours because we were working on our solo's and group dances for the competition next week. I was the lead in the dance and even though me, Samantha and Rebecca don't like each other we dance well together.

After class I went to the changing room with Meghan and we changed amd waited for Emily and Kayla. Whem they came we went to the extra class we had for mentoring.

This class took like one hour but it felt like longer. It was now nine o'clock and I rang Mads(Madison).

Hey Lor(my nickname),whats up?

Hey Mads(her nickname), I was just wondering where ye are becaseu im finshed work and I'll meet ye where ever.

Ya we are just heading to the guys house in like 40 minutes. We are ordering postmates.

Cool okay I have to go home and change mught see you there but if not see u at their house

Okay bye, love ya

Love ya bye.

End of call

I got home and Lily and Madison were just heading out the door.

M: Hey you want us to wait for you?

Me: Nah it's fine see you there okay.

M&L: Okay bye see you in 5.

Me: Bye

I got inside and changed out of my clothes and put on some grey 'stop looking at my dick' sweats and a black  nike crop hoodie.

I headed over to their house and was there in like 2 minutes.