1 Being carefree


 This morning i woke up early. Doing all those routine stuff, i was watching myself in the mirror i looked into my eyes. I saw theres something my eyes want to tell me. There is something that my soul wants to explode about. I have been running away from this reality and leading the chaos. There was a time when i was an ambitious kid craving to do anything that takes me to an another level. 
 Now there's nothing same , place is different people as well. The ones who were all around me , now i hardly see them twice a year. Things got changed merely few things are same. The one who never knew to bargain with life started contemplating. Is it life's what meant to be?? 
 Well i guess everybody has to deal with ones life like this no matter where ever you are whatever you have been. But know what i never get satisfied yet somewhere deep inside i feel like i can burn more i can be more malleable now as well. Compromising with life is just settling down the crap but life needs to be more sterilised than this. Wait! I didn't meant pure because , there will be nothing left to deal with. I never tried to stand up and face the reality if I'd then things would be different. Always interrogating myself leads to a conclusion and the fact is which never concludes. 
 While thinking all this with a lightening fast brain i was shook by my roomie - bruh u gotta go.
And again here it is I got to run away from myself cheers!!
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