Chapter 139

"DON'T WORRY MA'AM....I'LL CALL FOR ANOTHER CAR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...." he left and I felt my heart ache.

It felt as though tiny needles were being inserted in through my apex and boy they hurt so bad.

Molten anger rolled through my soul, corrupting my whole being. Little did I know I was falling prey to the forces of evil as I channeled this anger through me. Rage gripped me as anger poured through me. My temper sparked as the anger stirred within me, springing my fury to life.

I was extremely angry, with the figurative sense of being agitated like heated water. In a fit of rage, I carelessly took my bangles off as well as my necklace and every other piece of Jewelry.

I pulled my hair pin down and let my hair flow, removing my sash next from my waist. I tossed them all outside the window because I didn't need them anymore. I didn't need anyone nor did I need Adam. He chose to go fulfill his career over me. On top of that, he left me at the mercy of a driver! I should've just stayed at home to prevent all these.

Better yet, I should never have picked that phone call.

I saw my phone turn on as a call came through. It was Adam. I smiled and instantly began laughing.

"Why are you calling me now???" I asked in my hysterical state. "so much of a gentleman you are....asking him to come and drop me off because there are no taxis around??? Are you kidding me??? If you knew there weren't any taxis around then why did you leave me????Whhyyy???" I screamed until I felt my throat become sore. My eyes were beginning to itch from the make up that had melted into them.

I threw my phone in my clutch unwilling to answer Adam's call. My whole life, I've always heard of people talk about nightmares while I remained ignorant to what they were but now, I had a full complete experience. This...was a nightmare!

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I arrived home an hour later. It took the security guard to call another security guard who took thirty minutes to arrive where we were and another to drive me home.

Having arrived, I didn't see the point of saying thank you so I busted into the house and smashed the door behind me.

I was so angry to death that I could kill someone. Driven by my rage, I went upstairs to my room and began breaking everything. I threw all my accessories everywhere and that all my perfumes and lotions spilling on the floor, mixing into horrible scents.

I emptied my dressing table and with my remaining heel, I stabbed my pillows exposing the fillings. I walked to my wardrobe and messed up everything in there.

Walking to the bathroom, I simply opened all the taps and headed downstairs to the kitchen, spilling all the refrigerator contents.

I broke all the kitchenware and anything that was breakable. Somehow, I felt relieved.!

I took the mopper about to smack the plasma when someone held me from behind.

"Eleanor stop!"

It was Lauren. How was she here??? I freed myself from her and instead of smacking the TV, I threw the mopper down. I ran to her and hugged her tight, still crying.

"Don't cry baby....am right here...." she massaged my back with her hand and I calmed down.

"How are you here???" I asked as we broke the hug.

"Adam sent me here...." she replied attempting to wipe my tears.

"Oh God ..." I rolled my eyes, groaned and kicked a stool. "Damn it! Damn it! Adam Adam Adam...Aaarrghhh!!!"

"Okay...that's new...." she asked. "Did you fight or something???" she pulled me and got me to quietly sit on the couch so I'd talk to her.

"Water??" she asked and my look only was enough to reply.

"No? Okay...." she grinned, petting my hair.

"Now look here....While everyone would much rather keep their cool, sometimes it's just not possible. I know that sometimes something sets you off or sometimes you just have a bad day and you can't help. It just happens, you have no control of getting angry...I completely understand...now tell me what's wrong???" Lauren smiled and I pushed her hands off.

"I feel you are the one making my evil real when I see you. And when you should cry a new part inside of me always does die but that takes me closer to my final dream and then i shall hear such a blood-chilling scream in here today based off of my hate living alone in anger my fate if you should dare to chance at my …"

"Stop!!!! stop!! You're driving me insane and I don't even understand what you're saying...Oh girl...come here...." she smiled and wrapped her arms around me.

"We all need to learn to control our anger you know....it's healthy.... Yesterday, I almost carried my fridge to kill a mosquito after my husband forgot to close the windows on-time" Lauren joked and laughed but she was the only one laughing.

I've never been so devastated in life before.

"When I thought my weekend would be great....here is where I ended up...." I sighed and held on tightly to Lauren.

"Don't soak yourself wet in tears my love...Adam will be back and you'll have another date...." she pacified me but my wounds were too deep for mere words to soothe.

"Adam was going to propose to me tonight ....but the stupid phone call took him away from me...." I cried and blew my nose hard.

"What??" Lauren asked completely shocked. She pulled me up and sat me down on the couch next to her. "How do you even know that???"

"I took a call that was meant for him on his phone by his friend who explained the entire plan to him...." I sniffed and sratchedy head. "I got so expectant and boy here I am in my house crying....." I looked at her and she was still shocked. She was mouth agape, staring at me. I tossed a cushion in her face and walked to the kitchen were I got a gallon of ice-cream and sat down digging in.

"Not even this ice cream is tasty enough to cool my pain..." I tossed it off the counter and squatted pinching my hair in frustration. Why I was hurting so much, I couldn't understand but I knew I was broken.

"Hey....don't be so hard on yourself ...." Lauren came over and wrapped her hands around me. I was weeping with convulsive gasps, feeling sorry for the elegant woman in me who had been reduced to tears all for a ring. A mere ring.

I closed my eyes while resting my head on Lauren's chest and holding onto her. She was saying something but I couldn't grasp it to understanding.

Fortunately enough with her voice being therapeutic, I took deep breaths and slowly let it all out as all this rage nearly consumed me raw. I could feel it as it flooded, thrummed and pulsed through my veins.

Refusing to be the vessel for destruction, I channeled all my hostility towards my goal; become the prettiest girl on earth....just like a goddess...

And with that thought I don't even remember how but I knew I drifted into sleep.