Chapter 10

Tracy and Carlos started to hang out by themselves or with other groups which didn't bother Ralph because he wanted to be alone with Lora. Carlos asked Madam to set up a small party for them to explore sexual fantasies. She obliged them. Three couples came over to Carlos' house and they had a party. They played parlor games, drank liquor, and got very physical. A redhead walked right up to Tracy and ripped her shirt down the front to expose her breast. She then grabbed her nipples and squeezed them gently. Carlos undressed her the rest of the way and laid her on his bed. The males then surrounded her and the ladies gave them creams and oils to put on her. She was rubbed down with oil and cream by all of them at the same time. The hands made her body hot and she tingled from the attention. Carlos licked her clit and started her orgasms coming. He fingered her till she lost all control but they didn't stop there. She was being sucked, licked, and stroked all over and she loved it. Her orgasm became a continuous flow. Carlos mounted her and placed his organ deeply in her. She raised her hips to him in response. His thrusts were deep and slow. He didn't want her to come down from her orgasmic state till he was through. He came and a rush of his fluids went deep into Tracy. The others left and the redhead took a last long look at the happy couple. She wondered if she could ever have a relationship like that with Ralph. Madam rubbed her red hair and turned to walk out the door. She would not give up on her fantasy. Tracy and Carlos lay next to each other thoroughly satisfied.

"Did you enjoy that or was it too much?" Carlos asked.

"It was a nice surprise," Tracy replied. "I have never had that many hands on me before. I am glad it stopped there though. I don't know if I am ready for the rest."

"I'm adventurous but I don't necessarily like sharing everything. I mean my woman can be worshipped but not had by anyone but me."

"I like that. Touching is okay but sex is only between us. That I can deal with."

Marshall and Denise were happy with each other. He loved having sex with her and she felt her love growing for him. Marshall couldn't believe that he could care so much for Denise when he still loved Lora. Their lovemaking was slow and deliberate. Marshall wanted to make sure that Denise was happy and satisfied. She liked having sex and was good at it. She responded to his every stroke and was very good at giving head. Her mouth was so receptive. She could take in his entire organ and wouldn't lose any of his fluids. He wondered if Lora gave head to Ralph. She wouldn't give him head. He wished he could find out. Maybe he would when he watched them one day.

Six months passed by quickly. Ralph was happy things went well for the others. He did not want to be with the others that much. With the guys to occupy her friends, Lora would be all his. He just wanted Lora and sex. That's what Lora saw it as, just sex. He wanted her at all hours and in many positions. She slept in the nude for easy access. Sometimes, he would tie her up and tease her relentlessly. She knew it was because he loved her and wanted her all to himself but she missed her friends. Lora decided to make a change. After being with him and only him for six months, not hanging out, only seeing her friends for short periods at their house and at school, she decided to spend a whole night over at her girlfriend's house. Ralph came over to get her, appearing confused because she did not talk to him about it.

"What is going on around here? I went to the house and you were not there. Are you mad or something? Is there something I can do to make things right? What did I do wrong?" Ralph said hysterically.

"Nothing is going on. I just want to be with my girlfriends tonight. O.K.? I just need female company tonight. You know I love you, I just need some space. Your passion is too much for me and I need some breathing room." Lora tried to answer calmly and clearly. She did not want him to misunderstand. But he got angry anyway.

"Fine. I will give you your space and maybe more than that." He stormed out leaving her looking on in dismay. Ralph decided to go see Madam and tell her what happened. She would be able to tell him what to do. He went by her house and she wasn't there. So he decided to go to a bar and drown in his stupid pride, then he would go back to see Madam. He thought about how he would feel if he didn't hang out at her age. Carlos and the guys from the neighborhood were at the bar.

"Hey, guys." He said as he entered the smoky bar and got himself a tall mug of beer. "What's been going on?"

"Hey it is the lost soul!" exclaimed Carlos. "You have been missing in action for so long we almost forgot what you looked like."

Everyone laughed and joked about Ralph so much that he couldn't help but join in. He deserved it for being so bull-headed. "Don't you worry I have seen the light."

Ralph thought to himself, "I can't believe I am being such a fool." " I almost lost Lora and I could not take that. That is why we are going to start tomorrow being a part of the gang." He announced.

"How long do you think that will last? Marshall asked Carlos.

"Maybe a day," Carlos replied. They laughed and joked for the rest of the night. Ralph couldn't help but wonder what Lora was doing. Neither could Marshall.

Ralph stopped off at Madam's house to talk to her after he left the bar. Madam answered the door this time in much of nothing. Madam's usual show of mysticism and weirdness was all around the house. Chains hung from the ceiling and she had all types of sex toys in the house. Martial art weapons were on the walls and ancient tapestries were everywhere. She believed in the ancient arts and was into sadomasochism. Ralph loved to visit her and to get her advice but he didn't see her as any more than his toy. That was what his grandfather told him she was. "Don't make a queen out of a toy" he would say. She knew all there was to know about him and gave him advice he wanted to hear. She knew how to get him to satisfy his needs through others even if they don't want it.

"I am pleased that you have come to me with this. You know I am always here for you. Let me tell you what we will do..." Madam laid out a great plan for him and then cuddled him close to her, laying his head next to her breast. He signed and reluctantly started to suckle like a baby. She held him even closer and he went to sleep.

"Are you getting tired of him already?" Tracy asked as she popped the popcorn. "Is that why you are here?"

"No. I just missed you guys. I just needed a change, a breather." Lora replied. "I can't understand him sometimes. He is just so possessive and controlling."

"I guess there is nothing wrong with wanting a change but be careful not to push too hard to have freedom from him if you really love him. I mean socializing is very important but so is he, right?" Denise chirped in.

The girls continued talking about their guys and school. They were all doing great in their classes. Ralph would not let Lora get discouraged or mess up in class. He got her a tutor for her hard classes. Denise and Marshall studied together most of the time. He would skip out on her every once and a while. Carlos was finished with his classes and loved that Tracy was in school. Carlos would drill her during test time. They made a game of it. He would reward her sexually for every A and she would be his servant for everything lower than a B. She did not like to serve.

Marshall took a chance that Ralph would be in the bar all night and went to see Lora. He saw her through the window and watched the women talk. He could hear every word.

"You know I think I am really in love with Ralph. I have never felt this way before." Lora said as she prepared the table for a game of UNO.

Denise agreed, "You know there is no man that I have ever met that I can say I love as much as Marshall."

"I don't think I will ever leave Ralph. I care about him more than any of my old boyfriends." Lora replied.

"You both don't know what love is. I am in love because I know what it is to be loved." Tracy added. They talked themselves to sleep.

Lora hurt Marshall with her statement about her ex-boyfriend. He was her last boyfriend but she did not discourage him. It did however shock him that Denise could say she loved him. Sure he liked her, but he could not love her, could he? After all, he still loved Lora, didn't he? Besides, no one really knew who he was and he did not know how to tell them. Things would have to work their way out.

The girls went to class the next morning after which Lora went home and gave Ralph a big hug. Ralph gathered her in his arms and apologized. He started to cry and told her to never scare him like that again. "I do not know what I would do if I lost you."