Chapter 1 Do you remember us?

Dear diary ,

you know everything about me but do you know how was today? In simple words it was pathetic. Today....I lost again like a looser I always I am , I always stay but why do I loose those friends whom I once loved to have. Seems like it's already time for me to sleep but I am not ready yet. I am not ready to face all those faces again, it's a terrible feeling I fear of. Ofcourse we all have our own fears or like / dislikes but my mother considers me different....well I don't know if it's in a good or bad way but nothing could be done about this. Good night dear diary j am already sleepy.

your's lonely soul

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