Chapter 17

"Now can you please tell me what happened?" He said.

"No. I can't. I just needed someone to talk to Steve. Thanks for coming."

"No thanks needed. Whatever I did was not right and I need to pay back. So I'm there as a friend whenever you need me."

"Wanna eat something?"

"Sure. But only if you cook." Steve giggled.

I went to the kitchen and prepared some chicken soup. Both of us had it and talked a lot. Like talked about everything like whatever was going in our lives and about the whole world, but I didn't told him about what happened on the party. I felt good after talking to someone but still I was not in a good state.

"Maya can you please tell me what happened? Because you are present over here physically but your mind is revolving somewhere else. And if don't wanna talk to me please let to go and bring Anna over here."

I couldn't say a word and tears came running out of eyes.

"Oh God. Maya please don't cry. I'll not say anything, don't tell me anything. Just stop crying please."

He tried to console me but I couldn't stop crying. The words that Otis said hitted my mind so badly that they echoed in my ears.

Finally after an hour I calmed down a bit and and drank some water.

Steve was too worried and then blamed himself for me crying. So I had to tell him everything.

"I'm not crying because of you Steve. It's something else. And I'll tell you everything. It's about the party that I had last month at my house."

I told Steve everything and cried the whole time when I told him everything.

My life was fucked up and I was too tired of everything happening around me. I didn't really understood anything and what should I do.

"I'll fucking kill that bastard. Where I'll get that fucking Jason? I'll kill him then and there." Steve shouted.

It was another thing for me to do. I needed to clam him down as he was fucking angry.

Me and Steve talked a bit and I tried to clam him down.

He asked if I wanted him to stay over but I really didn't wanted any issues with Amelia, even though I wanted someone to stay but I told him to go back.

I went to my parents room to sleep and it was six-thirty in the morning. I couldn't sleep at all. I was lacking of reasons to live. The only reason I had was my parents and Zach. But my parents were so busy in there own lives that they didn't really cared and Zach, even though I loved him and he too loved me but still he was saving my rapist since so long.

Even though he tried to save me but still he couldn't as he cared much about that secret.

I thought how my life would be if I never changed my school and livelihood. Staying back in that school with a little embarrassment would've been better than been raped by someone whom you considered as a good friend. I lost my virginity to someone who lusted for me. I couldn't cope with anything. I was dead mentally and my mind was not working at all. My life was fucked up and everything was destroyed in my life. I used to have some friends who too fucked up.

Next morning when I finally got up from my bed there were a hundreds of missed calls from Zach and there were a few mails from my school as I was absent for like three days. I really didn't wanted to go back to my school I really wanted to see that fucking Jason. I knew that my friends could come to my house so I took a shower and got dressed and moved out of my house. I didn't knew where to spend my time till the evening. So I just on driving. It was four thirty in the evening and I was on the highway going no where. I took a u-turn to go back. I was driving at a high speed and suddenly my car crashed to a truck. It was so quick that even the air bags could not protect my head. And my head got bumped into the staring wheel.

When I opened my eyes a bit I was lying on bed and the surroundings around me were familiar to the hospital. I couldn't open my eyes as they were hurting a lot but I could hear a lot of sounds. I could recognise Zach's and Steve's voice but there were a lot of people around me and those sounds were hurting my head more. I tried to move my self but my body ached. I couldn't do much and again I was in an unconscious state. When I finally opened my eyes the one sitting next to me was Anna. Zach and Jessica were not there, probably would have gone somewhere. Steve noticed that my eyes were opened and rushed out to call a doctor.

The doctor took a lot of tests and injected a lot of medicines inside me.

"You are finally in your conscious Maya. It's been three days since you were unconscious."Anna said.

I couldn't speak anything all I could do was just smile at her.

I still was in a mental trauma and I thought I would have been better if I would have died in that accident. But unfortunately I got saved. Steve told me that the truck driver was the one who got me to the hospital. And the doctor called the last dialed number which was Steve obviously.

And then all of them came here. He told me that Zach has not left the hospital since three days and was with me all the time. My parents didn't knew about anything.

"Time for the soup Maya." Anna cheered me up.

"Thanks Anna."

Doctor said that I would be discharged by the end of this week. Anna was helping me to sit back when somebody knocked the door. And someone came in whose face was covered with a bouquet.

"Surprise." The person shouted and removed the bouquet from his face.