1 It’s not a phase

All my life I've been taught marrying the opposite sex was the only way to live. That it was a SIN to think otherwise. And from others, that you either had to be gay, or straight. Everyone I knew.. told me being bisexual was WRONG. I remember I was attracted to a girl first in the fourth grade. One of my best friends. Then thinking that.. my feelings were "against the rules". That thought still haunts me. The thought that I couldn't be who I wanted. Being a Christian and bisexual raises many eyebrows. Because in more recent copies of the Bible, it says it's a sin. But, if it was then why did god make me this way... what happened to him not making any mistakes? What happened to him loving me no matter what? I'm not going to apologize for what I'm feeling or who I love. Even if I am still in the closet.