1 If only

This story takes place two months after the duel between Issei and Rizer. The only difference is that Issei lost and all of Isseis women were taken as Rizers wives.

Rizer was currently busy raping his wives, They didn't want to have sex with him or be with him. But his cum had a special property, if covered in it enough the person would lose their sense of reason and just go all out.

After Issei lost the Duel he was locked inside Rizers castle just close enough to the master bedroom that he could bear the sounds of the Women he loved being raped except after a week they stopped fighting. Instead they started asking him to continue. Issei was already extremely depressed since he lost all of his friends and that they were currently having sex with an idiotic Scumbag.

Issei was locked in a small room with stone floors and walls, the door was made of a heavy metal that had a magic dampening effect, meaning issei could use balance breaker.

Only during lunch was Issei allowed outside of that room he would sit at the far end of the dinner table trying to hide his grief from Rias, Akeno, Asia and Koneko. they were currently all looking at him because he hadn't touched his food.

"Issei dear are you going to eat?" (Akeno)

"Yeah issei you should really eat you aren't getting enough nutrients" (Asia)

"Yeah food isn't something your throw into the fuck it bucket" (Koneko)

Issei hadn't said a word in the two months since the rating game. He didn't eat the food because he couldn't tell if it was drugged, Issei wouldn't put it past Rizer.

Rias didn't speak to Issei, she didn't know why Issei didn't talk or eat anymore and she couldn't figure out why he wasn't trying to grope anybody.

Rizer looked at Issei with a smug expression and said

"You deserve every awful thing that has happened to you, it's because you refuse to accept that I married these girls and that they love me."

Issei was holding back his tears he knew if he cried he would be tortured. He had already tried to kill himself his left wrist had scars, At least it did before Issei cut off his arm.

He did it because Rizer was going to cut off both his arms or Issei could cut off one of his own. Issei knee that he would have to get revenge so when Rizer started fucking the girls he snuck into the Master bedroom and stood before everybody.

Issei, in a last ditch effort to save himself from this hell he pulled a gun, Put the barrel to his temple and pulled the trigger.

BANG!!!!

A gunshot echoed throughout the mansion before maids came to see what was happening.

When they entered the room the sight waiting for them was horrifying, the people in the room were all covered in blood...

There was a man lying face first on the floor lying in a pool of his own blood. It was Issei Hyodo... He killed himself. When the blood spattered onto The women and woke them from their trance like state.

The sight Waiting for all of them was one so truly terrifying for 4 young women to see but to add to the pain it was the same man they all "Loved"

The girls all looked down at his corpse with faces that showed that they thought he was prancing them and that he would sit up any second. But Rias flipped Isseis body and saw the bullet hole in the side of his head, that bullet destroyed his brain. Their was no way to bring Issei back.

This sight caused the girls to look at Rizer and Yell in a Grief stricken Voice

"W-What did you do to him, and why the hell are we all naked?!?!"

Rizer look so happy because after all the girls had no idea it was their fault he was dead.

"You really can't figure it out? I locked issei in a room that he couldn't escape from and I forced him to watch and listen to me tucking your brains out... after about a week of raping you, you have in and begged me to fuck you harder. I tortured issei if he ever said a word or showed an emotion, He tried to kill himself so many times I lost count, his left wrist was so fucked up that we forced him to cut his arm off."

"Y-y-you didn't, there's no way we would have sex with you!!"

"You all did and Issei watched the whole thing powerless to stop it, he didn't speak or eat at all for two months except once... I forced him to eat his own arm!"

"I-i-issei didnt say anything to anyone... is this why he didn't look at us at all during dinner."

"Bingo, he had to live for two months in the most torturous place in hell. He's lucky he got out this soon"

To this the girls attacked Rizer and managed to kill him.

Issei cried when they really couldn't figure out that he was suffering. Before He killed himself he asked Draig to make him a second body so that issei could watch what would happen if he killed himself.

The girls grieved for a grueling 3 years before they had all graduated, they were living in Isseis old House with his parents. Issei had barely crossed their mind for a year until on their last day of school at the assembly, Issei in his second body (who had been homeless for the years) stood up in front of the whole school and said

"Hello my name was Issei Hyodou I killed myself three years ago after the women I loved were stolen from me by an evil man who viewed them as sex objects. I want to tell everyone that I'm not dead anymore, But if Asia, Koneko, Rias, or Akeno is listening I want you to know that I loved you, I always did. But I will never forgive you."

The girls saw him in the flesh and rushed over to where he was, they grabbed him and ran out of the building into the Occult Research Club building. They set him down and looked at him, they touched him and made sure he was real. They say down and they all started balling about how they missed him and that they were so sorry.

issei simply said on short sentence that shut the girls up... I didn't miss you guys, in fact I truly hate all of you. I will never love people again, I closed off my heart literally and figuratively.

They didn't understand why, they didn't know why he was acting this way. They all decided to change his mind by taking their breast out and pressing up against him. To their surprise he didn't move an inch intact he was perfectly still he didn't even show any reaction to their Breasts, they didn't know how to react they couldn't even get him hard anymore.

Issei let out a small sigh and said

"I can't get hard to a few traitorous women who have probably been ravaged hundreds of times. Even You Asia I'm disappointed, before the rating game I was should going to propose to all of you but then all that happened and I lost all emotion involving your four.

But that's the thing These girls had used the sacred gear of restarting to "restart their bodies, they grew back their Hymen's and were waiting to give up their real virginity to Issei if he ever came back. But he didn't care he told them to fuck off and never contact him.

They were heartbroken they shut themselves in and told themselves it was all right. But deep down they knew it was all their fault, if only they noticed his depression before it was too late.

If only.