6 CHAPTER 7

Let's end this.

Days passed Lucia still recovering from what happened last day. She can't afford to lose the love of her life, she can't live without Leo's love, but she knew she can't be like that forever.

Keanna was always been with her, she helps Lucia fix her messy self. She tried to controlled Lucia's feelings.

Too emotional and hurting inside. She's the only best friend she had so she does envy Keanna.

"I don't want to live like this." Lucia said still staring at the ocean, yet her tears gently falling from her eyes again. She's been like that since Leo called her "desperate". No one knows what she feels right now, no one...

"Lucy, we're all here, we will help you okay," Lourie assures her and hug her tightly from her back.

"Now I already have the perfect sign I always ask for." she uttered "I'm now ready to leave this place, Lourie." Lucia suddenly said those words while wiping her tears. Lourie was shocked because of Lucias final decision. And even if she'll ask if it's a final decision she knew her sister won't say no to it.

"If that's what you want Lucy....we'll go abroad, I'll book a flight to Italy," Lourie said then ask her one last time

"Is this your final decision Lucia?" Lucia turns her back to face her sister full of hopes and judgments.

"Yes, that's my decision," she answered and continue looking at the view. Lucia planned everything before she left the Island. She wanted to have a personal breakup with Leo. She wants it to be ended satisfactorily....even though it will hurt her.

"Lucy," Leo called her and was about to hold her hand but she throws her hand from the air so he won't touch it. "I'm sorry Lucia, it's a mistake, I should have told you---." she slapped Leo for the first time in her life. She cant handle it, she's too mad that she wants to kill every little thing of Dalia's body but she knew she can't do that.

"Sorry!? your sorry is fucking useless!!" she shouted and push him harder while slapping Leo's body, she can't help it....she can't... "You don't deserve love from a loyal girl! you will never have a good ending Leo! you will never have it!" she shouted again full of anger while pointing at him, her tears are now starting to fall... she was too hurting...

"Lucia! you don't understand why did I do that! you can slap me! do whatever you want just please! do not leave me." Leo shouted and begging Lucia not to leave. Lucia is already made up her mind...she'll be leaving this cruel Island...this country... Suddenly, she noticed Leo's tears slowly falling...now she already felt pain from her heart...but she can't forgive Leo that easy...she hurt her too much....so much...

"You can live without me Leo..and I'm not desperate with your love anymore," she said calmly

"Lucia, please! let me explain everything!" he shouted but she's too mad that she doesn't want his explanation to voice out

"You fool me! you used me! you take everything of me!" she cried "Isn't that all enough to love me for real?" Lucia said and her tears are keep falling from her eyes, she felt blurry in her eyes but she continued standing in there cause she wants to shout everything...everything... "I loved you! for fuck sake Leo!... I gave everything to you...until...until nothing left to me." still crying and subbing, she tried to cover her mouth so she can't cry so loud but she can't help it.

"Lucia please... I'll do everything to prove to you that I won't hurt you. It's a mistake, I know but please let me explain everything. Why did I do that, why do I have to h--" he kneels in the ground while reaching Lucia's hands.

"You don't deserve mt forgiveness Leo." she replied so cold while stepping backward. Lucia gave the distance to each other so Leo won't touch her but she failed. Leo run towards her and hug her tightly saying

"I was own by you Lucia...only you, why can't you believe me." he cried

"One lie can destroy everything Leo, and you did that to me." She answers calmly and pushes Leo away from her body. Lucia admits she felt pain when Leo hug her tightly. Lucia knew she can't afford it seeing Leo crying in front of her while begging for her to forgive him.

"Let's end this here.... our favorite place.. was our end place." She said and turn her back from Leo, then she starts walking away from that place. She will curse that place forever... That time she walks away is the moment her tears slowly falling and keeps saying I love you, Leo...I always do. She went home and fix her things her luggage the stuff she'll bring to Italy. She saw how her sister stares at her fixing her things, she ignores it. She knew that Lourie is hurt because of what happened to her but she can't change the fact that Leo is dumb as... freaking ass...

"Are you ready? We have to be there. 4 pm is our flight, it'll be an hour from now and after that, we'll be in our home." Lourie asks her so she turns ahead to her sister and answers it

"Hmm... I'm ready I just need to fix some little stuff here," she said with a fake smile

"If that's what you want... I'll be waiting downstairs," Lourie said and she just nodded to assure that she understands it.... that it's okay to her.

They reach the airport in about 3 hours. Everything is set before they went inside the airport. She asks her grandmother if she wanted to come with them but refuses to go. They'll just gonna visit her if they would have time to have a vacation. The peace of their travel is Lucia's place to calm and think more about her future. Forgetting someone is hard to do, but for the sake of her peace and graceful heart. She'll forget how much she loves Leo, that place where she first met her first love.

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She's a girl that full of kindness, but inside she's a trouble breaker. She had a soft heart and she only felt free when it comes to Leo. Sadly, they broke up..you can only talk to her when she's alone coz she always walks by herself and her soul.